You don't always need a Plan
Sometimes you just need to Breathe,Trust,Let Go,and See what happens
~Mandy Hales
This is the english translation of the Greek Book which i wrote with @GogoMegouPJ
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A(reum):STOP!YOU'RE HURTING ME!YOU ARE DISGUSTING!
D(ad):SHUT UP STUPID GIRL!
He said and slapped me...
D(ad):STOP TALKING!
He said and he continued hitting me with his belt..
A(reum):YOU REEK OF ALCOHOL..GO AWAY FROM ME..YOU ARE DISGUSTING ME!
I was screaming but he wouldnt stop..Instead he started hitting me even harder..
A:NO !DON'T!STOP!NO!
(...)
NO!I shouted and I shop up from my bed drenched in sweat and tears...I started screaming and crying loudly..Suddenly my best friend came into my room running...We are living together at this point of our lives
''What happened?''
She asked and run towards my bed
"I cant do this anymore...I am constantly seeing him in my dreams..I cant sleep and its all happening because of him.."
I was shaking like a mad person till now..
"Shhh.."
She told me trying to calm me down playing with my hair and hugging me tightly
"It'll go away..You'll see..We will go through this together.."
I feel really relieved that she is with me right now..If she wasnt..I dont have any idea what i would be doing...
"It's Just...It wont go away...I am trying so hard but it just wont go"
I confessed to her feeling relieved that i had someone to talk to about this part of my past ,while i was still balling my eyes out
"Do you want me to stay with you today?"
She asked anme looking concerned
I bobbed my head up and down signiling that I wanted her to stay..I really need someone with me at difficult times like that..I am really wondering what i am going to do now that she will go away for her studies..
I closed my eyes once again and I slept in the arms of my best friend shutting down all the bad memories in my mind.She was the only one i had left...She and my bad dreams..
Today is going to be the last day i see the rainy town of London..In a few hours I am Leaving England in what i hope to be forever.
At last after all that time I will do what has been my dream from a little kid.And that is moving to Korea and studying dance there since i always loved dancing.Of course i would even dare to say that i wont miss England .Not so Much for it being England but because im leaving my best friend Areum behind.She is like my younger sister and i care for her as i havent cared for anything and no one else.She stood by me in really difficult situations and i will be forever grateful to her.If time had passed calmly i should have already been in Korea but when i heard her crying i count stop myself from comforting her...And like that we ended up sleeping together..WAIT...WHAT?SLEEPING? I threw the blanket off of my body searching for the alarm clock so i could see the time..9:15.WHAT?MY PLANE IS LEAVING IN TWO HOURS AND I AM STILL LAYING IN BED!...I slowly started shaking Areum to wake her up because when someone wakes her up violently is is like a wild beast...
Whatever i did dint wake her up so i started shaking her with more force this time..
"AREUM WAKE THE FUCK UUUP!"
She shot up like she a wave of electroshock went through her and starting looking for something in the room with her eyes..
"What is happening?I dont see any ruined buildings neither someone robbing us.."
she told me pulling of a weird expresion with her face puzzled
"Areum I woke you up because my plane is leaving in two hours and we are STILL in BED!"
I told her running up and down in the room trying to find something presentable but comfrortable to wear as I would be travelling for a little too many hours..
After a really good search I ended up wearing this:
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I looked back only to find out that Areum was still laying in bed..I got angry and started shouting at her..
"Wake up you lazy ass..We have to leave!"
she sat on the bed and looked at me with her eyes half open..
"Are you already ready to go?Well thats ok.Since you are ready go find something for me to wear because i am really bored to stand up.."
I looked at her angrily
"AREUM STAND UP THIS INSTANT!
I started shouting
"WAKE UP AND GO WASH YOUR FACE UNTILL I CHOOSE SOME CLOTHES FOR YOU!"
I continued shouting
"Ok..Ok shut up..Im UP you dont need to shout"
she told me standing up and dragging her feet towards the bathroom..
while she was in the bathroom i opened her closet amd chose something for her to wear:
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After a little time she got out from the bathroom and took her clothes putting them on as she was combing her hair because we were already really late..
"What time is it?"
She asked me looking at me sleepily
I looked at my watch 9:45..
i widened my eyes..
''What is it?''
She asked me
"ARE YOU CRAZY?I AM GOING TO LOOSE MY FLIGHT IF WE DONT LEAVE LIKE..RIGHT NOW!RUN!"
Ι started shouting and we left the house like crazy women..
