intoxicating // lrh // luke hemmings

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"maybe it's all three"

and with that he got up and left me sitting alone.

hundreds of thoughts flew through my head, only one standing out. there was a chance that he could like me too. a very very very small chance but it was hope. or more likely it was just luke being the fuck boy that he is.

madelyn and calum made their way back to me after their hook up.

"sooo did you have fun?" i said more to mads than calum.

"i don't know what you're talking about" she said smirking, looking lovingly to calum.

"no idea" he chimed in.

"ah...okay...nothing" i winked. we all laughed.

i explained to them what happened with luke and calum sat looking awkward the entire time.

"right what is it cal? you clearly know something so spill" i threatened him, holding my glass above his head to show i meant business.

"i cant say. please don't make me tell you aubree" he whined.

"you know she will tip it cal. just tell her" madelyn backed me up.

"fine. only because this is my favourite shirt."

"really??" madelyn and I said in unison.

"oi!" he said hitting her on the arm gently.

"soooooo, luke talks about you. like all the time. oh and he wants to fuck you."
he said casually.

i looked at madelyn with shock. she was the only one who knew about my crush on luke. she returned my look and then it bubbled into excitement. i couldn't hold in how happy i was. especially that my dreams of one day having sex with luke hemmings were coming true.

in that moment (for some stupid reason) i decided it would be a brilliant idea to get as drunk as possible. what's the worst that could happen?

2 hours, 5 shots of vodka, 3 jägerbombs, 2 beers and half a bottle of wine later, i was as drunk as a skunk.

again, another great idea came to mind. find luke and tell him everything.

i walked, more likely stumbled across the garden from where i was smoking to where luke was sat. yet again stefanie up against him. he looked uncomfortable. his eyes met mine and a wave of relief crashed over him. he wormed his way out of stefanies drunk limbs and came over to me.

i crashed into his arms nearly passing out.

"woah woah woah, you okay there love?" he laughed pushing me back up

"i'm great thank you sir" i slurred in his general direction not really being able to see clearly.

he didn't reply.

i opened my eyes more to try and understand what was going on.

i was not prepared for what i saw.

i met his lustful gaze and his eyes were even darker than earlier.

i was extremely confused.

his hand latched onto my wrist forcefully and he started dragging me through the crowds of people. we passed the living room were madelyn and calum were. with my free hand i waved at her and she looked concerned. i wiggled out of lukes grip and went over to my best friends.

"heyo lovers"

"bree what did you do to luke??" calum questioned with a serious face.

"what?? i didn't do anything?" i said getting nervous that i accidentally did something wrong. i turned around to not find luke anywhere. i turned back to calum.

"bitch he had a raging boner" mads laughed loudly.

"speaking of raging, he looked pretty angry. tell me exactly what you said." calum said sternly.

"i fell onto him, he asked me if i was okay and i said 'im great thank you sir'" i giggled laughing at my own joke again even though it wasn't funny.

"oh shit oh shit" calum stood up, somehow immediately sober.

"what, what is it?"

"erm-nothing just stay here" he smiled before running off upstairs.

"that was fucking weird right?" i said to madelyn.

"so weird."

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