Night.
It's when emotions are hitched, at its highest point. I like it sometimes. It's soothing to sit in complete darkness and do nothing but think. Well, that's until thoughts gets darker than the night.
One thing can trigger that horrible thought that will become venom. That one drop of venom will spread into wave, then to a hurricane that's uncontrollable. So uncontrollable that it takes over and then...
I don't know.
I just lie there, crying my heart out on something so little yet strong. I cry on for hours and hours because of one saying.
For the next few hours of darkness, I lie on my now messy bed staring at the ceiling. It's complete darkness that is soothing me once again. Finally it's peaceful
I close my eyes and let pretend as if I'm nothing but a shadow.
And I fall asleep.
At last.
