So I'm at a pool rn and I just started thinking about something like,
Have you ever tried to talk about a relationship, but been too scared to do anything about it? In the past I've been hurt by so many people I'm scared to let my best friend in any closer. I'm scared I'll hurt them, that I'll push them away, that I'll be the thing that hurts them. I don't know what to do, I want to talk about it with them but I'm afraid, they'll be moving in a few years and I'm honestly scared to death. People always say ' Oh what am I gonna do without you?' and honestly that's how I feel, but scared, sad and lonely it's in a few years but time is going by to fast.
-kristyn 6:01pm EDT