Kiyanne
Time has come and gone since Me and E last fucked with each other. I honestly did feel bad about what I did but sometimes I can't shake my past actions and how I used to do things. I don't think I was completely honest from the jump. I did inherit some of my mother's past trifling ways and I definitely used it as a come up. But since I've been with Dre, I see a change in me.
He takes his time with me. He makes me feel so secure and treats me like the queen that I am. Sure, he has his temperamental moments but who doesn't? which is why I came to a decision that I was going to leave Keenon alone. Sure, he has given me the world and more but love changes sometimes. I feel like I'm more in love with Dre than I love my own self sometime. I know breaking things off with Keenon won't be that easy but Its for my own good.
I need to be honest and answer every question that Dre has ever asked me. I always brushed it to the side but if I'm going to be with this man and start a clean slate, I need to be completely honest.
Walking down the hallway that held pictures and plaques of Dre's accomplishments, I found myself inside of his studio as he sat down at his soundboard thumbing through papers. The look on his face showed some type of distress.
"You okay?", I asked as walked up behind Dre, wrapping my arms around his broad shoulders.
"What's up baby?" he said, turning his attention to me.
"Nothing. I Just came down here to check on you. You were quiet and wanted to make sure you were okay."
"You were sleep so I aint wanna bother you. You were tired." He smirked as he emphasized on tired.
"Whatever Dre.": I giggled. "What you looking over?"
"My paper work for my ruthless contracts."
I licked my lips as I stared at Dre. I wondered why he was looking over his contracts all of a sudden. Dre continued to read the documents he was oh so stressed about. His eyes may have been on the paper work, but I can tell his brain was wandering elsewhere. I wanted to know why he was so interested in it now. I was too afraid to ask.
"Is your contracts straight?" I asked, while leaning into Dre's face.
"I think so...I Don't know Ki." Dre answered truthfully, looking me in the eyes.
"Eric doing something? Or is it that white man he fucking worships?"
"I can't even tell you ma. But don't worry about me. Ima get all this shit looked over. I just feel like something not right. But what's up? Talk to me."
I sighed as I leaned back in the office chair as I crossed my legs. The longer I took to answer, the more Dre furrowed his eyebrows. I knew this conversation was going to happen sooner or later.
"Remember all the stuff you asked me about my ex?"
"Yeah? What about it?"
"Well. The night that you found me on your lawn is because I had a bad fight with my boyfriend. He likes to think I'm his personal Everlast punching bag and I was running away from him. I really didn't want you to find out because I didn't want you to pity me or anything."
You would of thought Dre was a statue as he sat there and looked at me with a blank expression. I licked my lips and diverted my eyes away from him. I shuffled a little in my chair before crossing my arms.
"I just felt like you need to know where I come from. In a way, I never broke things off with him but Dre...baby" I said as I leaned closer to him and grabbing his hands. " I really want to start over and want to move on with you. You showed me that love can be real and healthy. You make me feel better, you make me smile. I feel alive when I'm with you. I...I just want to let you know that I love you. "
Dre leaned in to kiss my lips before using his hand to palm the right side of my face.
"I love you too Ki. It's crazy because I've met so many woman but its crazy how shit happens and things happen and bought us together. But on the real, I aint too cool about that nigga putting his hands on you. I've done my dumb shit but damn man. Is that all you need to tell me?"
"Well." I sighed as I gather my thoughts. "I think you should know that someone you know be hanging out with my ex. He's from Compton and he is a Crenshaw Mafia Blood. Andre if he knew I was sitting here with you, he would kill both of us dead. So I don't know how this is going to work. "
To be real with you. I want Dre to prove that he is worthy of me being with. I want him to go the extra mile to show me he really loves me and wants to start a life with me. Even if it means him putting himself in a position to kill Keenon. I'll be glad to help him.
"I'm not scared of that nigga. And I'll tell you one thing, If I gotta talk to this man and let him know that you deserve better, then so fuckin be it."
"I think it's safe to say that Eric chills with him." I blurted out, trying to hide my smirk.
Dre looked at me with a raised brow. "Fuck you mean E be chilling with him. E is a Crip. He aint that type of nigga."
"Well. Knoccout dates Keenon cousin Lici. Remember the girl that he showed up with. Yes so since Knoccout always over there you know Keenon is there too. Eric chills with Knoccout so trust me, they all cool with each other."
Dre licked his lips as he turned around in the swivel chair. I know I had his mind going, and that's exactly what I wanted. I just need Dre to really stick things out with me.
Quick update sorry bout the inconsistency. More coming up soon !
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