Madnessa

Chapter 5

Madelaine POV:

I'm sitting in my trailer replaying the events that just happened why did I like it so much why did I not wanna stop why why why is all I'm asking my self when I hear a knock on my door

"Hey Mads you in there" I hear Vanessa say

"Ya come in" I say

"So...I'm sorry I didn't mean for it to turn into a make out and I should have made sure it was fine with you before hand" Nessa says fast and shyly

"Hey hey relax I'm not mad or anything if it was to much I would have stopped it but I didn't so it's fine"I say

"Ok if you say so but can I tell you something" Vanessa says quietly

What is she gonna say is she gonna say that it was horrible maybe that she didn't like it

"Ya ok" I say scared

"I umm I kind of really enjoyed the kiss more then I feel like I should have" Vanessa says

She enjoyed it she enjoyed it!!omg what can that mean what do I want it to mean??i have so many questions for myself and for Nessa

"I really enjoyed it to and I don't know if I was supposed to like it as much as I did but I did" I say shyly

"Madelaine" Vanessa says

I look up and make eye contact with her again and all I wanna do is kiss her lips and never stop

"Can I kiss you" Vanessa says

Instead of replying i lean in and capture her lips with mine again remembering and loving the feeling of our lips connected after a little while we separated and I looked up and met Vanessa's eyes once more

"I..i don't know what to say but all I know is I never wanna stop kissing you" I say " I don't know why but I love your lips on mine... I know it's wrong but I can't stop myself" I add on

"Mads your lips is all I've thought about since that kiss and I neither know why but I don't want to stop it" Nessa says

"What does this mean"I ask

"I have no idea..i guess I'll see you tomorrow Mads" Vanessa says and exits my trailer

I sit there in silence still full of questions what does that mean for me I'm into guys I can't date Vanessa what do I want to date Vanessa she is so beautiful and sweet and caring and just wonderful but she's my best friend and only my best friend

Vanessa POV:

I have no idea that's all I can say I have no idea as to why I kissed her again all I know is that it felt as if I was supposed to and when I did it felt just the same but even more better knowing she wanted to and wasn't just acting I don't know what's going on I don't know what we are she's my best friend that's what she has always been and I don't know if I want more but I know I want to kiss her
Yet I'm straight I've never thought about a girl like that and I've kissed a couple for the tv shows I've been on but never felt like this Madelaine is different she's gorgeous and just everything I've ever wanted but I've always saw it in a guy and especially not in my best friend what's wrong with me this is so wrong yet feels so right