As long as I'm here (Kagehina Story)

Being this Close

(Hinata pov)

After dinner, we change into our pajamas. I'm wearing my favorite volleyball t-shirt and shorts. Tobio asks to borrow one of my long sleeve tops. It's too big for me, but it's a little small on him. I can't help but blush when I look at him.

We go to the living room to watch a movie with my mom and sister. I'm really nervous at first when we sit down on the couch. I try to link our fingers when I sit next to him, but my hands keep shaking.

"What's wrong?" He asks wrapping his arm around my shoulder. "Am I too close?"

"Huh? No...of course not," I giggle, leaning against his shoulder. "If anything, you're not close enough."

"What do you mean?" He asks, confused.

My face turns white. "I'm not the biggest fan of scary movies..." I admit. "Would it be okay if I cuddle you while we watch it?"

Tobio leans down and I feel his lips near my ear. "Hold me as tight as you want," he whispers.

My cheeks heat up and goosebumps cover my arms. His voice was kinda sexy...oh no...

After the movie

I'm still shaking slightly as we walk outside to the tent. Natsu fell asleep during the movie, so my mom carried her to bed when the movie ended.

The monster in the movie was so scary, I clung to Tobio during 75% of it. I heard him giggle a few times and hold me tighter with every jump I made.

Tobio turns on the lantern that my mom gave us, once we are both inside the tent. I sit down immediately, my legs have gone numb.

I'm really happy that he didn't mind how scared I got. I feel safe when I'm with him. He didn't even hesitate when I asked him if I could hold him.

But when he whispered in my ear...I've never had those thoughts or feelings. It was like little volleyballs were bouncing around inside of me. His voice was so...sexy...ah crap! Now I can't stop thinking about it.

I quickly shake my head. I don't want to creep him out. I look over at him, after I stop freaking out. He's removing the long sleeve shirt I lent him. His t-shirt underneath starts rising up as he removes the top one.

Even though I've seen him change a million times over the last eight months and I just saw him shirtless today, something about his exposed skin makes me weak.

He has beautiful pale skin, it's a little more tan than mine...stop it, I yell at myself.

(Kageyama pov)

"Shoyo? What's wrong?" I ask, worried. One moment he was looking at me and then the next, he was shaking his head rather fast. Is he overthinking something? He's face is very red.

"Ah...nothing...nothing at all," he says, avoiding eye contact with me.

"Then why don't you look at me?" I ask, sitting down right in front of him.

"Ah...ha ha..." he tries to laugh, his eyes still not connecting with mine.

I reach out, cupping his face in my right hand. His eyes widen as he looks at me. He's blushing a beautiful shade of red, he's so beautiful that I can't help myself. I lean in and cover his lips with my mouth.

So warm, I think to myself, slowly kissing him. He grips my shirt, his little hands play with the bottom of the hem. His lips open and his tongue gently massages mine. I tilt my head, deepening our kiss enough to make him moan.

Oh no...why is he moaning? I feel my heart race and a tightening in my chest, but it doesn't quite feel like a panic attack. Maybe I'm just nervous when we kiss this way, but I can't stop myself from kissing him.

When his little hands touch my ribs, I can't help giggle as I pull back from our kiss. I wrap my left arm around his waist and slowly lay him down until were both lying down on the sleeping bags.

He moves his hands down my sides, gripping my shirt tight. Shoyo's body is heating up as I press my weight harder against him. I can feel him shivering beneath me.

I gently part his lips, caressing my tongue against his. It feels so amazing, that my hunger for his mouth increases. I deepen our kiss, leaning more on top of him. His hands move around my back, up my shirt.

They are so cold.

I brake away from the kiss, out of breath. Shoyo is also trying to breathe. This is more intense than I imagined. His tiny body fits perfectly underneath me.

Why was I so afraid to touch him? I can't imagine not touching him now. I want to hold him closer.

Sometimes when we play volleyball, our bodies sync together and our combos are untouchable. It's one of my favorite feelings. I never imagined that I'd want to share this incredible feeling with Shoyo in such a different way.

I'm still not sure what my body is trying to do, though. Every part of me feels extra sensitive and the more I feel his little body next to me the more I...

Ohhh...so that's it... I'm turned on.
I feel embarrassed for finally realizing it. His eyes are locked onto mine as I play with the hair by his neck.

"Tobio?" He giggles. "That tickles."

"You really are cute, dumbass," I start kissing his neck, gently nibbling on him. My hand continues to explore Shoyo's tiny physique, stumbling across more ticklish spots.

"Mmmmm," he moans. His hand shooting up and grabbing my arm, not in protest, but with urgency. His little hands bringing my body closer, as I tease him.

"Sh...Shoyo," I whisper, kissing his lips.

"Yes...Tobio," he whispers back.

"You're making things...harder for me..." I managed to say, trying to remain calm. "...when you moan like that."

(Hinata pov)

I feel something hard press against my inner thigh, as I feel my shorts getting tighter.

"Waahh...I'm sorry," I say, as I realize what our bodies are doing.

"Don't be so loud, Dumbass," he whispers. "I've barely touched you."

"This is my first time making out, like this," I blush, pouting slightly. "I don't know what to do. And I wasnt expecting this to happen," my voice grows quieter.

"Me either," he giggles. "I don't know if I'm doing this right. If I get too aggressive, you'll have to tell me."

"You're always aggressive, but it's one of my favorite things about you," I laugh. "I don't want either of us to hold back."

"I won't. I'm too happy right now to hold back anymore," Tobio says. "But I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. So you have to tell me if I do something you don't like. For starters, are you uncomfortable right now?"

"Um...no. I'm a little embarrassed," I start blushing. "This is the first time I've felt this way." I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I didn't know kissing him would be this amazing. "Are you sure you're not grossed out?"

"Dumbass," he smiles. "If I was grossed out, I wouldn't be hard too."

"Oh...yeah," I laugh, moving my hands around his sides, towards his stomach. As my fingers follow along his abs, he let's out a small giggle. I love that he's ticklish.

"This is a first for me too," he says, looking into my eyes. "I'm not really sure what to do. And I don't want to rush anything, but you need to know that I like holding you and touching you."

My heart races. "M-me too," I stutter, feeling my face heat up. "Your hugs are so warm and I love being wrapped up in them. I also like how gentle you are when you touch my face. And your voice is really sexy..." Crap, I can't breathe. I just said that out loud.