I did it again. Oh help me. I wanted to cheer him up. He smiled and my face turned red. I couldn't stop smiling. I was trembling a bit. I looked like a mess. Like I was about to turn into a puddle! This is the best I've felt. He makes me feel so special. It's stupid but I'm gonna write so much. He's really special to me.
I really love him. Like my heart bursts when I talk to him. I just wish he knew that maybe I could be his...special someone? I don't know how to put it he's perfect. All of him. His everything. I don't care that we are almost 1,000 miles apart. I wish that he knew how much he means to me. He literally is someone I cannot live without him. I want to hold him, I would do anything for him. I just would love him to love me back but him being happy is enough for me. Even if he loves someone else,
Just as long he is happy.
