Some Kind of Beautiful Smile (Destiel)

PART EIGHT: You're All I'll Ever Need

  
**WARNING**
*MATURE CONTENT AHEAD*

      The next week went by relatively fast. The only conversation Dean and Sam came close to having about what happened was Sam coming into the kitchen the next morning to pat him on the back and say;

"It's about time, ya know? I'm happy for you?"

    It surprised Dean. He almost spoke to give Sam a sarcastic, bright remark, but Cass walked in and poured the rest of the coffee into his mug. He looked at Dean and smiled. It was warm and filled with love, then he winked at him and walked out, wearing Dean's pajama pants and nothing else.

"Yeah, I know. I'm happy too." Dean smiled.

     The rest of the week was basically filled with hot make out sessions between the two (Dean decided to take things slow, he didn't feel the need to rush sex, not with Cass). They slept together. He learned Cass was a snuggler, he'd scoot into Dean's side, smashing his face in the corner of Dean's neck. At first, it startled Dean, but he quickly accommodated. They fit nicely together. They talked...for hours, usually in the safety of the dark in Dean's room at night. Whispering sweet nothings to each other. It was perfect...

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      It had been a month and Cass was still blissfully as happy as he was when he kissed Dean the second time. When they finally had sex, it was gentle. Dean bought a bottle of lube, so it was quite slippery. Yet, when they got the hang of things Dean kissed him everywhere as their erections slotted perfectly together. He told him he loved him and Cass smiled brightly as he told him the same.

   After kissing until their lips were swollen, and Dean prepping his tight hole with his fingers for longer than pleased Castiel, Dean finally slid his erect penis in Cass' hole. He felt so weirdly full, he was afraid he'd come right then and there. Dean paused to pepper kisses all over his face, letting Cass get used to his cock in his ass. When he did start to move, it was slow and deliberate as if he was trying to make it last as long as possible. They rocked into each other rough and slowly. Sweat beading on their foreheads. Castiel's precum dribbling out of the slot in his cock. Dean made obscene noises and Cass grunted and growled. He loved the feeling of Dean being inside of him like this, wrapped up together. The only thing that would have made that night any better is if they weren't so tired afterwards, he could have filled Dean up. He'd wait.

Castiel knew Dean was close when his movements became frantic. His thrusts more hard and fast, off rhythm. Castiel stroked the side of his face and kissed lips before saying, in his most sultry voice. "Come for me, baby. Come inside of me! Please, Dean." After that Dean lost it, he bent down and nestled his head in Castiel's shoulder as his orgasm crashed into him over and over again. Castiel felt those tears well up in his eyes again as he too was taken over the edge at the sounds of Dean orgasming.

It was the most beautiful night he'd ever had. Later, after they showered, together, and Dean made him cum again with his mouth, they laid in Dean's bed wrapped up in each other. Ignoring the outside world, just existing right there, Cass the little spoon and Dean's arm laying possessively over his stomach, the other under his head. Castiel rubbed his arm, listening to Dean's heart beat against his back.

"I'm so happy I kissed you and ran." Castiel said, smiling so bright he thought he might actually be glowing blue with grace again.

Behind him Dean chuckled. "I'm happy you kissed me, but I'm not happy you ran. Why did you run?"

Castiel was wondering if he was ever going to ask. After only a month, Dean made Cass feel brave, he didn't think about it before he shared his feelings, he just did. So his answer was as easy as breathing.

"I knew you were everything I wanted, and when you didn't say anything after, I panicked. Assumed you didn't want me. And when you didn't come after me..." Castiel shifted, thinking back to his walk and unfortunate encounter with his sibling.

Dean squeezed him tighter as if he knew and kissed his cheek.

Castiel continued. "...Anyway, after that I knew it wasn't just want. I needed you, I was in love with you, and I guess I just didn't know how to convey that to you. But, when you said you didn't regret it, well." Castiel smiled. "It was definitely a confidence booster. "

Dean laughed. "Yeah?, Well, now that I got the explanation. I guess I'm glad it happened the way it did. Even though I was angry at you for running, it gave me time to think. To realize I didn't just lust after you." He kissed his temple. "I realized I was in love with you too...am still."

Castiel smiled and turned awkwardly so he could kiss Dean on his lips. It was soft and filled with so much love.

Castiel smiled and nestled even closer into Dean's chest. "I guess it all worked out in the end."

"Yeah, it did. Hey Cass ?"

Castiel, already falling asleep mumbled. "Hmmm?"

"I need you too. You're all I'll ever need. You, Sam, and Pie of course."

They both chuckled at that, but at the same time he felt his heart grow even more fonder of the Hunter at his back. He could stay here forever. Screw the world.

  Castiel couldn't stay awake much longer. The need to sleep every night was finally growing on him. He found he actually liked it as long as Dean was there asleep right next to him. He kissed his arm still beaming from Dean's words.

"I love you so much, Goodnight Dean."

" Night, Angel. I love you so much too."

Castiel drifted off not needing to dream of fields and picnics. He planned on turning those dreams into memories soon enough.

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After a while you just gotta let stuff go. I had this chapter just sitting there half finished. I got completely unmotivated to finish it. But, I don't want to start something else and still have my FIRST FIC still unfinished. So, here we are. I promised smut, so I gave it, I hope it's good enough. I moved to AO3 and hopefully one day, I'll come back, fix this story up and post it again. Only time will tell. This is definitely fluffy, lol. Oh well. Enjoy!!! Thank you for sticking around, to the few of you that read the whole thing.