Day 5 _ The Asshole

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Woke up pretty ruff, Sophia wasn't even awoken yet and she is a early bird. UHG, I went downstairs and got some water, then went back. I wanted to check my messages and stuff, but then I realized that my phone was still broken. I sighed, better had Shawn a new one for me. I really didn't know what to do otherwise.

SHIT, I just realized that I didn't tell him that I wanted(needed) the exact same. UGH, my dad is going to find out otherwise. I grabbed my MacBook and went on internet. For like the first time I searched to Shawn Mendes, and clicked on the last nieuws. Just something about drinking, and the VMA's and his new album. CHEZZ, didn't even know he had a new one. I clicked on the article from drinking; 'Shawn Mendes swears he is not going to drink alcohol while his tournee.' SURE. HA, Here stands that he thinks he has to act like atletes do. Yea right Mendes, do you even believe that yourself?! Well, maybe he can, I mean out of sight. I looked further, nothing much only his social media and some fan stuff and photo's alot of photo's.

I clicked on his twitter account, his last post was about his concert with a amazing crowd. CHEZ, he really wanna let everyone see how 'amazing' his life is. I just don't get it, why would you want that life. I mean it's amazing and all, but people who don't know you, or they think that they know you act like they're your best friends. And you can't go out in like you pajamas or without doing your hair. You know I kind of feel sorry for him, but on the other side I wished I had that much of a freedom.

My alarm clock was going and that got me directly out off my thoughts. Right. I had to wake up, so I was going to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and brushed my hair out, after that I took a quick shower. Sophia asked my if I would come with a make my home greener Idea. I was thinking about it while I ate breakfast. Uhm, Solar panels, re-using rainwater. IDK. OMG I HAD TO COME UP WITH SOMETHING. THINK OLIVIA THINK!!!
Ah, got it. A Vegetable garden that works with rainwater and got in the winter warmed up with solar panels. Great, Sophia just got in.

"And have a good GREEN idea for today's lesson?" Did she ask with a smile on her face. "YES, a good one, well at least I think that." "Good, I want to hear everything about it wait let me get something to eat." Most of the time we are starting the school day at breakfast. It's easier and I am faster done. Also it's not that I hate Sophia's lessons, maybe because there always made for me. I think 90% of it is fun or interesting.

After it I went to work, I seriously couldn't wait until my shift was over because I was getting my phone. When it was I went as fast as I could to Shawn's room, 843. How hard I tried I couldn't get that number out of my head, stupid.

When I got there I knocked and said, Phone service? Someone opened the door. CHEZ, his manager. GREAT. He looked at me and frowned. "Sorry, but I don't think we ordered something" I laughed a little, "No, actually I kind of ordered something. I should get it today he told me. We have an appointment?" He looked weird at me and then laughed. "Right, well I am sorry but we can't get every fan there orders. But maybe he is enable to take a picture and give you his paragraph at the door of the hotel." He said the hotel like I was a stupid Shawn fan that was trying to get anything from him. HELL NO, NEVER. " I have an appointment with him, you can ask him. Say just broken phone and he will probably know who it is." "I am sorry, but you don't have. Shawn isn't even here right now." THAT ASSHOLE!! "What but he broke my phone and promised me a new one!!" "I am sorry, lady. But I can't help you." And he tried to close the door. "I can wait!" I said before he closed the door "I mean until he is back, it will probably not take long does it?" He laughed again "No, I guess that that is not possible." "Why not?" He looked irritated "Okay look, Shawn is not going to be available for the rest of the day so that is not possible. You should go now." He said and closed the door. "That ASSHOLE" I said maybe a bit to loud, I was panicking. Omg, what could I do now, nothing Olivia, you just will be forever in that stupid house and never be enabled to go outside. STUPID SHAWN BOY why did it have to be me and with him. UGH. I went home and straight to bed, wasn't hungry told Sophia I puked. DAMN, HATE TO LIE.

I was pretty upset and tried to figure out some way, didn't come up with anything.
I got my night cream on and made a picture (will put it in) didn't cheer me up. But it is a cute picture though.

 But it is a cute picture though

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Well gtg now. NIGHT NIGHT XX

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