Hopeless Average Someone (H.S x Reader x N.H)

Rock Bottom

I was falling asleep next to Harry, out of breathe and my heart still pumping wildly whilst I lay on my stomach in his lush bed sheets. This was the best way to relieve myself of any stress i've had that's been building up. I could hear muffled snores  from him already, he always fell asleep relatively quick whenever we had one of our secret little rendezvous. We'd been doing this for a while now, we'd hook up, have our fun and then act like complete strangers to everyone else.

It's always been completely meaningless sex, no strings attached but recently I can't help but feel there might be something more behind it. I mean Harry is the hottest guy I know in our year at university and most definitely the most popular guy too so he could easily get with any girl he wanted. Yet he still chose me, and that's what always confused me. Don't get me wrong I am not complaining, the sex is amazing but I do want something more than a quick one every now and again.

I lay on my side facing Harry, he had his back turned to me so I shuffled over to him and wrapped my arms around him with my body pressed tightly against his bare back. I finally felt my eyes begin to relax at last after such a busy day.

However my peace didn't last long, I'd drifting into a sleep to then be waken with a sharp poke in my ribs. I opened my eyes and I felt another poke. "Amy, you need to wake up." I heard Harry's whispered voice harshly say. I sat up still trying to get my bearings again, my watch says it's 7:00am. "Amy! Get, dressed you can't be here!"

"Harry, what's the rush? We don't have any classes today." I managed to drag the words out of my mouth mid yawn. He'd never been this rude before. We had a "no sleeping over" rule but I didn't fancy walking home at 1:00 in the morning on my own.

"Yes, but my parents are visiting me today and they can't see me with a girl I shag every other night." he said still in his shouting whisper. Ouch, so that is all I am to him. So much for trying to take things to another level with him. I mean, not being allowed to meet his parents is one thing but to be told I'm just a cheap shag is a massive burn.

"Oh gee thanks, that's all this is then?" I got up, keeping myself covered whilst I quickly dressed myself, following the trail of clothes to his bedroom door.

"When has it ever been anything more? Just hurry up okay, here's your shoes." He abruptly handed them over to me and started to push me out the door.

"Harry! I can walk myself out the door!" I batted his hands away from me and then marched towards his front door. "Well thankyou for your fine company, but I hope you don't expect to see me again." I was about to grab onto the door handle but as soon as I did I felt a firm pair of hands gripping my waist and pulling me onto the floor. I was laying down with Harry above me pinning me down. "Har-!" He held one hand over my mouth.

"Look, you better be quiet, they're coming up the corridor now, I'll get you out so they don't see you but in the mean time stay behind this couch." His harsh whispers in my ear were hard not to give me the shivers though, as much as I did despise him right now. He gave me a little smirk and said "Oh, and I expect you here no earlier than 10:00 on Tuesday, I'll have company.".

This guy was unbelievable, he seriously thought I was going to come and see him again after this morning? No way. Not even his smirk would lure me in. Sure enough though the front door opened and Harry sprung up off me to greet his parents. He wiped the dust of his knee, gestured me to crawl out behind his back whilst he gave his parents a hug. I followed his instruction, and for the last time too, on my way out I slammed the door shut then I angrily stomped down the corridor. 

This is the last time you are going to see me up here Styles, if he wants me back up in his dorm room he better get down on one knee and give me a hand written letter or something extravagant. How I thought that a fuck buddy could ever turn into something more is beyond me, but let me tell you I am not going to be making that mistake twice.