unexpected feelings

Chapter two Dont leave me

Jayy POV

after spending some time with jefree he told me to just go and explain to davhie that I love him to and it wasn't supposed to sound how it did and that I was sorry for leaving like that. so I'm now in my car on the way back to our place..

when I finally arrived no light were on so I though dahvie would be asleep but I don't care I'm waking him up to tell him I love him iv only been gone 15 minutes so he can't be that much into a deep sleep.

I walked In the house and screamed his name but I had no response so I thought he was just ignoring me. sorry dahvs that's not gonna work I'm talking to you tonight whether you like it or not.

"Davhie ,Davhvie, ,Davhvie ,Davhvie"

still no response

"Davhie you little shit talk to me you ignorant fuck"

okay now I was kinda worried I walked up stars and in to his room he wasn't laid in bed but the bathroom light was on so I walked in, what its not like I haven't seen him naked before jesus.

The shower curtain on the bath was shut but it was the note and the sleeping pills that caught my attention I picked it up and read it.

"Dear Jayy

I'm sorry it came to this I just couldn't cope anymore I had fallen in love with you, you were my world I would have given anything to have you as my own but its too late I told you I loved you and you looked disgusted then you said what the hell you like I'm in a bitter voice so I decide today was the day I love you jayy good bye my love I will always love you."

just then my heart stopped and I noticed the piece of glass covered in blood I started to worry and I was scared to pull back the curtain but I did and I just broke down crying I quickly rang a ambulance as he still had a faint pulse he couldn't leave me he couldn't if he dies I will kill my self I heard sirens then I knock on the door I shouted that it was open and soon enough they were in the house and taking him donwstairs on a gorney I asked if I could go with them and they agreed I could and I grabbed dahvies hand so tight and started to cry I told him he couldnt leave me and that I loved him and I didnt mean it to sound like that earlier and that I love him back

"Erm sorry son but can you tell me a few things about him"

"yeah sure. his names David Jesus Torres he's 26( I know he's not 26 in real life but in this story he will be) er what else do you need to know"

"nothing oh wait what's your relation towards him"

"erm well I'm his best friend but I'm in love with him. he can't die tell me he won't die"

"right thankyou and we will try our hardest for you to not let him die but do you have any reason why he might do this to himself"

"actually yes I do he told me he loved me but my answer came out a bit harsh but I was shocked it wasn't supposed to sound like that now look at him its all my fault"

"hey stop it its not your fault just promise me one thing when he wakes up tell him how much you love him don't end up lonley because you never had the guts to tell him"

"I promise I will I love him more than anything in this world he is my world"

" good to hear now come on were here let's save him so you can tell him how much you love him"

4 hours later

Family of David Jesus Torres a nurse called.

"yep that would be me"

"right I have some good new and some bad news the good new is that you can see him the bad news is that he's in a coma and were not sure how long he will be in one for I'm ever so sorry"

"thank you can I see him now then"

"yes sure follow me"

when I saw dahvie my heart shattered in to a million pieces this is all my fault if I would have just told him.

I walked over to the bed and grabbed his hand I'm mine and just started telling him how much I move him what I love about him and that I'm sorry and that it my fault.

Dahvies POV

I was finally leaving this god damn world but no someone has to save me why couldnt they just let me die why couldn't they.

I started to hear voices it sounded like jayy but I doubt it.

"Dahvie baby its jayy please wake up I need to talk to you I love you Dahvie I never ment for it to sound like that I have loved you for so long please dont go"

what the hell he loves me or is he just saying that so I'll wake up suddenly I heard other voices that sounded like jeffree and an unknown female.

"Omg Jayy I can't believe this" then I felt another hand grab mine this time I felt long fingernails so I knew it was jeffree.

"Come on Davhie we love you and need you well I love you as a friend but jayy he loves you more than a friend and I dont think he could cope without you"

I felt like I was crying why did nobody tell me for a ages I thought nobody loved me but jayy did and so did jeffree.

"erm hello excuse me for butting in but we have information on dahvie since he's in the coma he may not remember any of you"

what the hell I can remember them now so that's a sign isn't it?

suddenly a bright light came from no where,

"Hello dahvie"

"erm hello who are you"

"you don't remember your great grandfather"

"omg but your dead please don't tell me I'm dead I need to go back"

"first I'm going to show you what life would be like"

suddenly we were in mine and jayys old house it stunk of ciggerets and there were empty bottles all over the place then there was jayy who looked like he was dead holding a picture if us and he broke down crying and started to talk to it then I started crying.

"I can't do this please take me back"

"yes I can take you back but if you ever try to kill yourself again you will not be given this opportunity"

"yes yes just please take me back"

suddenly my eyes were trying to open and I could feel my hands start to twitch then my eyes shot open and my eyes connected with jayys.

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Soo that was chapter two

I got that idea about him speaking to his great grandfather from harry potters last film where he speaks to dumbledoor...

so yeah let me know what you think update will be soon thanks for reading.

love ya little bitches