A Robbie Kay (Peter Pan) love story

The End

*First of all I just wanted to say I had a really hard time figuring out how I am gonna end this story. I was gonna go one way then decided to go a complete different way. This is me saying goodbye for this story and that I am legit so unbelievable thankful for all of you guys giving me and my book a chance, Love you all. I really wish that someday I can have a relationship like the one Robbie and Cat had.*

Catherine's POV

"C'mon you have to eat, kitten." Dylan said shoving the plate filled with different asortments of cheese towards me. Ever since the funeral people have been sending me loads of food, I mean ya I lost someone, but do you guys really think forcing to gain a thousand pounds is going to help me feel any better? 

"Nahh, I 'm good." I gave him a small smile then directed my vision back to Teen Wolf which was playing on my T.V. in the living room of Dylan's house.

Ya, I am back living with Dylan and Tyler.. and Bri. 

I am glad that Joey ended up never pressing charges about the whole you know... me assaulting him then stealing his car.. ya that. I think it probably because he didn't wanted anyone to know a girl beat him up.

Burkley and Logan have been hanging around... while I'm saying that a little lightly... for the first 2 weeks they wouldn't let me out of their sight. Always asking if I wanted water or massage.... I know right...

In all seriousness it has been hard. Robbie Kay was my first love, the first person I had ever fully let in, the only person. Whenever I close my blue eyes all I see are his intense green ones, his light brown hair flopped over his forehead and his signature smirk. My heart aches whenever I think of him I still love him with all my heart and I can't believe hes stuck in prison.

Its because of Trevor's death..

I know what you're all thinking, that this all my fault, and trust me I am not denying that. If Robbie never saw me hugging Trevor in the first place, he wouldn't have ran off, then I wouldn't have had to send Trevor after him, then its all a blur. 

The story is supposedly that Trevor tried to stop Robbie from leaving and he chased him down the stairs and outside the hospital doors. Apparently there were a few punches thrown and Trevor went stumbling into the road. That stupid oil truck. It didn't have anytime to react.

I closed my eyes picturing my sweet blonde hockey player laying in the middle of the stree. Story also has it that in the end Robbie eneded up comforting him and making sure he felt perfecting safe. My heart aches even more and more every time I think about it.

Its been two whole months and it still hurts.

I sighed.

They charged Robbie for man slaughter. 

It wasn't on purpse, I know that. A part of me feels like I should go visist him. I just want to hug him like before, to run my hands through his soft hair, and kiss those perfect lips, But then I stop and think about Trevor. I feel like I would be betraying him some how... I know its stupid, Trevor before hand when we were talking even told me he totally gave his blessing in a way, but still what would Dylan and Tyler think.. Logan and Burkley... Blake had her baby and of course I was declared the god mother, what a great role a model I am...

I don't want everybody to get hurt. 

I don't want to be selfish.

But I need him.

I am completely in love with him.

"Catherine!!!!!" I heard Bri run through the door.

"Yeah?" I breathed, trying to clear my thoughts and coming back to realtiy.