Maybe one day

8.

Becks pov:

I was led on my bed staring at the ceiling.

I can't believe I've just said all that to jade. None of it was true. I really did love her. She deserves people in her life. She is lovable and she was never a problem for me.

I got angry about something that happened earlier and took it out on her.

I got into a really heated argument with my cousin about jade. He was saying bad things About her and I stood up for her. But I lost the argument and took it out on her, because she was the reason I was arguing in the first place, although he did nothing wrong. Now I looked back on it, I realised I got angry at her for no reason.

I need to make this right.

To jade:

Hey, I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry for what I said. I didn't mean a word that came out my mouth. I was angry at something that Happened earlier and I took it out at you, and I shouldn't have. I'm so sorry. I really did love you, And you deserve so many people in your life. You've never dragged me down. Your not even close to being a bitch and I'm so sorry. I hope you can forgive me. And can we talk tomorrow?

From Beckett Oliver

I press send, and sigh. I will have to wait to see her tomorrow in school to apologise properly. I was such an asshole.

Jade's pov:

I wake up at 10:30 on Monday morning. I suddenly realise that I'm meant to be in school.

"Shit!" I mumble to myself as I rush out of bed and into the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the shower.

"Jade baby." My mother's voice came from the other side of the door as she knocked a few times.

"Mom I'm late for school. Like really late." I say as I step into the shower.

"Yes I know you are. But your not going today, that's why I let you have a Lie in, because you didn't get to sleep until gone midnight." She said.

"So I'm not going to school?" I asked as I washed my body.

"No sweetie." She said, I signed in relief.

"Okay. Thank you mom." I said. "I will be out the shower in a minute."

And with that my mom walked away. I then washed my hair and made sure all my spoiled makeup was washed off my face.

Once I was done with my shower  I stepped out, the cold air quickly meeting my body causing me to shiver.

I wrapped a towel around my body and hair. I then unlocked the door and entered my bedroom.

I dried my body and stuck some jogging bottoms on and a baggy top. I then dried and straightened my hair leaving my hair extensions out.

I picked up my phone to see it was flooded with messages from everyone even beck.

I unlocked my phone and read cat's messages first.

Hey Jadey! Are you okay after what beck said? He was really mean.

Can you drive me to school tomorrow? Please x

Jadey are you okay? Why are you not responding to me?

Are you angry at me?

Jadeyyyy?

Where are you? Class is starting
And dickers is Angry your not here.

Answerrrrrr meeeeeee

I miss you x

I sigh and reply to her before she goes crazy.

Hey cat. I'm fine. Not going to school today. I will see you tomorrow. Miss you too x

I press send and read robbies texts.

"Hey jade. I just wanted to apologise for what happened on the video call yesterday. Rex started it all and I just wanted to apologise. I'm sorry. Hope your okay.

Why are you not at school? Beck is looking for you.

I quickly replied to him.

I'm fine. It's not yours of Rex's fault you didn't know what he was going to say. And I didn't want to come today.

I decide to read becks message. He's probably gonna say how I'm a butch and I don't deserve anyone or anything again.

Hey, I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry for what I said. I didn't mean a word that came out my mouth. I was angry at something that Happened earlier and I took it out at you, and I shouldn't have. I'm so sorry. I really did love you, And you deserve so many people in your life. You've never dragged me down. Your not even close to being a bitch and I'm so sorry. I hope you can forgive me. And can we talk tomorrow?

Well it's nice he apologised but I don't know if he really means it. I'm not accepting his apology just yet, as it really hurt me.

I decided to take a break from reading these messages and desire to take a nap.

I'm so tiered it's un believable.

So what do you think of beck's reason?

New update coming soon x