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by jenminologist

1 week later

today is the day, me and the members will do the first stage on Inkigayo as Blackpink.
I began to enter the van in front of the building, I sat in the back seat with jisoo unnie, lisa, and rose. "Unnie, how do you feel now? is it stable?" Rose said. "um? Of course I'm fine ... you don't have to worry ... I already erased all the bad things last week from my mind hahaha.." i laughed hard with a heavy heart. "jennie, do you know? your laughter is not sincere" jisoo unnie said. "No unnie.. i really fine now, I want to have a normal life from now on.. I will not remember him again.. I am a professional Unnie.." I said with clenching my fist.
'fighting for me'

Our van had almost up to the SBS building, and there were lots of fans gathered bring camera in their hands.
"Wow.. that's amazing.. i want their camera" lisa said. I looked at her and rolled my eyes
"Ya! You already have so many cameras in the dorm, why you still want some more? Do I need to throw it away?" I teased her.
"No.. unnieee.. that camera is just on another level unnie.. kpop fans really amazing.. wow daebak" lisa said
"So you think you are not an idol huh?" Jisoo unnie said while pushing Lisa's forehead.
"Hahahahahah.. pabo limario" rose laughed so hard.
Suddenly our Van stopped, and our manger said "wait here don't come down first, I will open the door for you guys, and we will walk in that direction to enter the building.. take all your things..."
Our manager starts to open the van door and we go down one by one to walk towards the building .. the fans start screaming
"kim jennie.. kim jisoo.. park chaeyoung.. lalisa.. blackpinkeu.. congratulation for your debut.. we always love you"
I began to bow my body and smile towards the fans and waved my hand to them.

we have entered the building and started walking towards the room for us, on the door written 'Blackpink'

Our performance schedule is at 4pm, because blackpink is a hot debut, we perform before the group who nominated to win in this week. 'I hope we really soon get our 1st win'
we started walking towards the stage, I installed the microphone and was ready to perform
we performed boombayah and whistle.
after we performed, we go down to the backstage and meet other idols who will perform on stage.
we don't forget to bow and smile at them, because they are our seniors. one of them, I saw his face, and his face very similar to a horse, but he was different from a horse, he was very handsome, he gave us a thumbs up and said "good work, you guys look so cool"
I immediately smiled and replied "thank you .." and i bow to him once again.
all performers have performed, it's time to announce who is the winner of this week, all groups that performed standing on stage
Nominees for this week are BTS and Apink
'What? BTS? Is there jimin here?'
We stood on the stage on the front left, beside BTS, and I saw jimin beside the MC
and I saw that senior who give us a thumbs up.. 'is he bts member? Omg'
Rose whispered something to me "Unnie ... that's jimin right? please control your heart, don't cry here"
"Calm down .. i won't cry ... i have no feeling whatsoever to him" i whispered back to her.
MC announced the winner for this week, and the winner is BTS with the songs Blood, Sweat and Tears.
BTS celebrated by performing an encore on stage, we left the stage, and I saw jimin bow to me with a sharp look. I rolled my eyes and went to the backstage, and ofcourse i didn't bow back to him. 'He deserves it tho'

Jimin Pov

I looked at the left side where jennie at. But she doesnt noticed me.
She looks more beautiful now. Her bubly cheeks, I miss her
I always glanced at her, she still not notice it. I want to talk to her
announcement of the winner has been announced, and we are the winners for this week.
I turned my body just to check jennie, and tried to act like a senior and junior.
I bow to her but she still doesn't care about me.
The encore was finished, and I hurriedly headed to the backstage to look for jennie. I walked towards the blackpink room. but they were not there yet, they had left this building when I was doing encore. I sat in the chair in that room, and I sighed, i began to close my eyes.

12 minute later

I heard someone open the door of the room, and I kept pretending to close my eyes.
I heard someone approaching, and she started whispering to herself "ah really, where is my phone and why should he be here"
'Jennie? She's here'
my breath began hard
"Ah, this is my phone, I have to leave this place immediately"
She started trying to open the door, but instead she muttered "why can't this be opened, the manager must be worried about me, please ... I don't want to be stuck with him"
my heart began to pound, and finally I decided to open my eyes and look at her with a sharp gaze and tilt my head
She still didn't realize that I had opened my eyes, because she was trying to open the door
I walked towards the door and tried to help her open the door.
She screamed , she was shocked "AAAHHH .." she sat on the floor and closed her ears while closing her eyes.
"why are you scared of me, jennie?"
I said while approaching her
"don't come near me jimin, please.." she said while starting to tear down the tears, and she still closed her eyes and closed her ears.
I began to move away from her, and sat in a chair while looking at her
"Jenn..."
"STOP jimin, dont call me with that tone" she said while cutting my words
the room is full of silence ... and no one has helped us out
"I want to explain to you everything jennie ... please listen"
"No Jimin, I don't want to listen any explanation from you.. it's obvious.." she said with tears in her eyes
'No jennie nooo.. don't cry.. it breaks my heart'
after seeing her cry, I turned my face towards the door and say "I still love you jennie.. really"
"but I don't love you anymore, jimin.. I've spent a year crying for you all night, and i dont know why, now I'm still crying.. I know you must be happy to see me miserable, jimin.."

'No that's not true jennie..' i said myself

I glanced at her ... she wiped her tears near the cheek. her eyes looked swollen and her cheeks looked very red.

I followed every her moves, now she stood up and headed to the door ... she tried to open the door again
"jennie-yah, stop it... you will hurt your hand"
She still tried to open the door, and finally the door opened ... I looked towards her hand is very red.
She walked out and ran out of the building, without saying anything to me..
'Is her hand okay?'

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