My plea

Freak show

The school bell rang ten minutes ago for lunch break, I am currently in the cafeteria by the dumpster eating alone my pain not the only thing oozing but the trash bin too. I only hope no one will speak to me that should be easy I am sure they already see me as a freak. The new girl who fainted on her first day with no medical explanation, hears voices, dresses in black, sit by the dumpster and talks to no one. Yeah I good... To die alone.
"Blood, rain, blood,chaos,blood,death,blood,lightening hahaha" it doesn't make sense it never does. "Marly?" I look up at the boy I still don't know his name"why you sitting by the trash?" Cause I am one too"alone too?" He adds, cause that's how I am meant to be... ALONE!!!
He looks down at me with a raised brow "that's how its meant to be" I mumble praying he will walk away "look up kill him! Look down him! Looks kill" that doesn't make sense. I don't make sense. My life doesn't make sense. What are these voices? I started hearing them when I was five and it just wouldn't stop. The nightmares, the voices, the bottle, I don't understand. Who am I? "I am gonna ignore that negativity you seem like a fun girl who needs friends. Come on I will introduce you to my friends they are fun" he says and immediately grab my arm which he instantaneously let's go in shock and horror "wow" he exclaims "your arms are extremely hot" the palm he used to touch me is burnt and red. "I have... A uum disease?" I have never explained to anyone before no one ever cared enough to come close to me. "Disease? What kind?" I realized this guy is smart like a mad genius I had two classes with him and teachers adore him, he is no nerd. He is complicated. He dresses like a bad boy, you leather jacket and jeans. He looks like a jock, all muscles and stuff. He acts like nerd, smart and kind but I have no idea what category he is. The point is if I lie about a disease he would know, so I shrug dismissively. We walk to the cafeteria where lots of kids are eating, laughing and talking. You know normal teen stuff? I don't that's why I asked. We get to  table and it seems like only popular kids sit here. I see jocks, cheerleaders and bad boys. They all stop talking as we reach them. I awkwardly take my sit as the boy pulls out a chair for. I am not used to kindness. "Why are you bringing a freak to come sit with us?" A high pitched voice asks and I look up to see a pair of gorgeous green eyes eye me like I am worthless... I am. "You are too kind Chase" she adds staring at me in disgust. "You could be more like him Liliane" a blonde girl with pretty grey eyes mumbles rolling her eyes "why is she here?" Another girl with brown eyes asks, like I am not even there. It actually hit a nerve after twelve years it still hurts. "She ls so ugly" shut up ,shut up she is getting me angry."stop " I croaked out  "who do you think you are bitch?" she ask glaring at me" "shut up Lilly its enough" chase warns, she flinch "don't worry doll she lost her brain along with her sense of hospitality" a guy says he has pitch black hair and sparkling grey eyes that can hold someone captive in place. I was suddenly falling deep in the webs of the bright grey eyes when I felt warm arms hold my cold ones "your arms are ice cold again" chase says drawing my attention to him, I nod "happens" I whisper to him "why?" He asks, "is It a sickness or disease?" He whispers back munching on a fry stick, what do I say? "So is this like gonna be a normal thing?" Lily asks with a perfect scowl etched on her pretty face, her green eyes eyeing me in disdain. "What is going on between you and the freak chase?" She adds, the scowl still on her face. Freak. Freak. Freak. I can see the tip of my hair turning grey. Don't get angry. Breath! Breath! 'You can't control it hahaha' loud laughter erupts in my head "I can I can I can" I mutter loudly holding my head in my palms trying to stop the voices. "What is it Marly? Do what?" Chase asks pulling my wrist "I... I am... Am fine ...g.gotta go" I stutter out and quickly stand on my feet my body shaking with dismay. "She is such a ugly little freak" lily mumbles, I grit my teeth and fist my hands, "aaaah" lily yells suffocating on air only I know what's happening to her I unclench my arms and she passes out. I just walk away "lily help get a nur..." The voices die down as I head down the empty hallway.

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Authors note;
Not so scary yet and might not be for a long time but keep in mind its my first horror book and English i s not my mother language.

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