Success, Everything Is Only Matter Of Others Liking You

Chapter One

"Summer?" my dad strokes my back while I am laying on my bed and maybe even sobbing. "I know you really don't want to, but you have to."

"But why now? Why right now when it started to turn out in such a good way!" I always used to be a nerd ... but like two or three months ago my classmates, I mean these more popular kids, started to talk to me and I even participated some parties lately ... so why just I leave right now? "Dad please just say me why." I lift my head and look at him.

"Darling ... do you rememeber?" Why the hell is now everybody asking me the same now?! "No! I don't remember anything and I said it already so many times! I said it to you, to mum, to the psychologist, to ... just like everyone! Even my other classmates asked me if I rememepber anything ... what so important should I remember that I don't?! You all do like I would be some mentally retarded person!"

"Okay sorry. I won't ask you ever again."

"I think so." Oops! I shouldn't say this to my dad. He is my dad so I shouldn't open my mouth on him like this. I was about to apologize and waiting for some bad word from him ... but he only sat on my bed still.

After long silence he gets up with words "Good night and sleep, you will need it tomorrow." The word like if echoed in my ears then ... tomorrow ... what bad will tomorrow bring?

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"Wake up, wake up sweetie. Today is the big day." A female voice says to me in a very gentle way. Then the words give the right sense to me. Tomorrow is already today!

"No mum ... please ... I am not feeling good ... and for God it is Monday!"

"Dear I didn't understand you a single word. Maybe it is because you are talking into the pillow?" If it wouldn't be right today I would laugh. So I turn and repeat it to her.

"Dear ... you are right it is Monday, but so what? Now get up and I will be waiting for you downstairs with your brakfast." She winks at me before walking out of my room.

So .... I take deep breath and then let it out.

Should I now sulk or take it the best way for me? If i will sulk that means that i will be all day grumpy and unkind to everyone today or I will be optimistic and kindly to everyone ... but how can I be the good one with good behavior when they just took me from who I loved?!

I will be with the new people for some years from now so let's take it the better way for me even if I am really not in the mood for it.

I slowly get up from my warm and comfort bed and walk over to my dresser. I don't know where and when, but I read that red color has an effect on people that it looks aggressive - so no red jeans or anything else. On the other side blue makes on people the impression to trust you.

So I choose a dark blue jeans with a black tank top and a jumper with Batman logo on it. Huh? I know weird but I love these things like Superman , Mickymouse, Batman ... but who wouldn't?

I quickly put all the things on and ran down the stairs. Somehow I can't help it, but feel somehow better or maybe better to say happily. They take me from who I loved and still. I am smiling at them.

Today maybe won't be that bad at all.

"So what is for the breakfast? You don't have to tell me, because I know it. I smell it." I sit down on my place behind the table smiling at mum.

"Whoa ...! What happened to you? Earlier you looked like dead girl walking around and now you are all so happy ... are you looking foraward for the new class?" She says while putting an egg with a bacon on my plate.

"Nah. It is only that - " I say after swallowing first bite " - I can't do anything with that now and you are my parents so you know what to do right and what is - " next bite " - what is the best for me."

"Whoa! George please come down our daughter just grew up and she is talking like some model who just took the prize oh 'Miss Earth' thanking to the whole world and wising peace to everyone." Dad comes downstairs already dressed with that surprised look on his face like what happened? Just like that face when you play hide and seek with four years child and it finds you.

"What a sapient is sitting in front of us. Shouldn't we call the news and tell them that a miracle happened to us, our child just grew up from day to day." I love them.

"Haha funny but now really. You always praised me to be a mature behaving girl, so here I am. What's wrong?" I say with my plate already empty.

" And what so intelligent did she say you?" Dad asks mum.

"She will tell you on your way. It is time to go."

"Okay. I will only take my things from upstairs and we can go." I ran upstairs and take my bag with almost nothing in it and my iPhone from charger.

When I come back downstairs I just give mum a goodbye-kiss and run to garage, where dad is already waiting for my in his car.

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Before I open the door I have to calm down myself. In. Out. In. Ou-

"Are you going out or are you suddenly an asmatic?" Oh God dad! No I am just now going to totally new school where I don't know anyone, but there that's really not much, right?!

"Dad, this is hard for me." I lean in the direction to him and he gives me a goodbye-kiss. "Okay bye." And with this I open the door and get out.

When I look at the building in front of me I recognize it. I have one friend in here. So I know at least one person in there. I smile and go.

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Author's Note

So this chapter is quiet shorter, because the next chapter will describe the whoke day so it will be pretty long.

I am writing this with questions like "Will anybody even read this?" and I really don't know, but hope that somebody at least will. Please if you like it then vote and please left a comment below so I know what you think about.

Thank you all

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MaybeASuccessfulGirl xoxo