Toxic

Taylor

Immediately after my rehersals with Lex, I ran out of the studio, jumped into the van and went back to the apartments. But this time I went to my own apartment instead of Kikis. "Hey Tay! How was your rehersals?" Koine said when I walked into the door. "Mine was good." I said back to her "How about your?" I replied. "Good." She replied back to me, sitting on the couch just on her phone.

I walked into the bathroom, and into the shower for some time to think alone.  I turned the hot water on and just stood in the shower, waiting for the hot water to turn on. The  thoughts  raced around in my head. "Do I tell any one?" I thought to my self looking down at the water. "Well, I have to tell Kiki. I mean he has to do with it." I turned around to wet my hair  and continued my shower. I stepped out of the shower and put on my shorts and one of Kikis sweatshirts, threw my hair up in a bun, and walked into the living room. "Hey Koks! I have to run to Kikis quickly, but then I'll be back and then we can chill." I said walking out of my room and towards the door. "Okay I'll be here." Koko says getting food from the kitchen.

I nervously walked a few doors down and took big breaths. I felt my heart sinking down into my stomach as I approached his door as I did not know what was going to happen when I told Kiki the news. I knocked on the door and I felt like I was gonna throw up. "Hey love." Kiki says opening the door, grabbing my hand, and pulling me inside into a hug. "Hey babe." I  said giving him a huge hug "I have to talk to you." I said pulling my head out of his chest. "Okay. Let's go sit." Kiki grabbed my hand and we walked over to the couch.

Kiki sits down and I sit next to him and lay my head on his chest. "So what happend love?" Kiki asked putting his hand on back.  "So remember what we did on Saturday?" I asked him, feeling my stomach twisting. "Yes I remember that... what about that?" Kiki questions me looking down at me "So um..." I took a big gulp before I continued talking "I took a pregnancy test and um.." "Please don't tell me it is what I think it is..." Kiki says knocking me gently off his chest and sitting up to face me. "Kiki, I'm pregnant." I say facing him and grabbing  his hands as my eyes fill with tears. "Im so scared and I don't know what to do or  who to tell. I just need you to be here for me." I said now crying as he wipes the tears off my cheek. "Tay, I'm here for you always and I will be here for you  every step of the way." He says pulling me into his chest and holding me tight. "I don't know what I want to do with it yet or if I even want to have it I.." I hold Kikis hands with mine as tears fall quickly down my cheeks. "Babe, breathe. I'm here for you love." Kiki pull me into his chest.

I met out a good cry for about thirty minutes into Kikis shoulder while he rubs my back. "So have you decided what you're going to do yet?" Kiki says stroking my hair. "I still don't  know, what do you think." I said looking up at him "All in all it's your decision and it's your body" Kiki says "But I think you shouldn't have it. After all it's your decision, and I should influence your decision. I'll be here with you every step of the way." Kiki kisses the top of my head. "I think I'm not gonna have it. But I think I'll sleep on it and let you know tomorrow. I think I'm gonna head home." I said standing up. "Okay love. Let me know what you want to do." Kiki stands up and gives me a hug and walks me over to the door.

Five minutes later, I arrived back at the apartment and opened the door. "Hey Koko!" I said my roommate, who was still sitting on the couch. "I need to talk to you." I said sitting next to her on the couch. "I'm all ears." Koine said tuning to face me. "I'm pregnant." I said cutting right to the chase. "and it's Kikis baby."