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Jackson Avery (5)

Requested by shamira_avery

Y/N's POV

Today is me and Jackson's 3 year anniversary but he's acting like it's any other day. It's making me feel bad about myself like he isn't all in in our relationship. We were bestfriends when he was with April and all the shit he had done for her during their anniversary's were amazing, but with me he doesn't seem like he care's. For our 1 year anniversary we ordered take out, which was fine I didn't care we were doctor's and all I need was for us to be together. Our 2 year anniversary we went out to dinner, I loved it we went to the diner where we had our first date it was going amazing, until April called. He left in the middle of dinner saying she needed help with something and apologized. I told him it was ok and whatever but I was hurt over it, but got over it a few weeks later. But this one you would think would be important. Me and Jackson had been the best of friend's before we started dating so I knew everything about him and vise versa. I told him how all my previous boyfriend's never did anything or cheated on my on the day of our annivery's and how the longest relationship I had ever had was 1 year. But today he's just ignored me and talked to April, Lexie, and Meredith the whole day. I as fine with Meredith because she was with Derek and Lexie I was iffy about but she was with Mark and I know she loves him alot. But April was the one who made me insecure about myself and our relationship. April is beautiful, perfect light clear skin, amazing shiny red hair, beautiful brown eyes. I couldn't compete. I just sighed and continued along my day.

It was the end of me and Jackson's shift and I quietly waited for him by our car unlike in the attendings lounge like I usually do. I'm looking down at my phone when I hear a, "Hey baby," I just nod my head in acknowledgement to Jackson, "what's wrong baby bady day?" "Something like that Jackson." I replied, he unlocked the door and looked at me weirdly as I got into the car. He started the car and started driving to our shared home.  He kept trying to start up a conversation, "How was your day?" or "I heard you did an emergency C-Section today", which I only replied in small good's and yeah's. It felt like an hour long drive when in fact it was only 10 minutes to our house from the hospital. When he parked the car in the driveway I got out right away walked up to the front door unlocked it  opened and slammed it and ran up to the bathroom before the tears could start falling from my eyes. 

I was in the bathroom and heard Jackson yelling  my name from downstairs. I tried to keep y sobs quiet so he wouldn't know I was crying. But he walked up the stairs when one of my louder sobs escaped my mouth. I heard Jackson asking me what's wrong and banging on the door to which I replied to with a short, "Go away," "No baby I know what's wrong ok, I - I - I didn't forget alright. I thought this was going to be all cute and shit but It's completely flipped around. Jus-- just come out of the bathroom please." I nodded even though I knew he couldn't see me. I opened the door and Jackson was down on one knee with a ring in his hand "Y/N Y/L/N will you do the honor of marrying me?" I shook my head and kept crying, "Hey - hey baby what's wrong it's ok I didn't forget love." He says, I replied fast with a, "I thought you were leaving me." "Hey, no, why - why would I leave you you're so perfect." He says back. "No i'm not please dont lie to me. The whole day I thought you were going to leave me or cheat on me with April on our anniversary. And all I could think about is how perfect she is and how gross and disgusting I am. With my gross Y/H/L Y/H/C hair, and my boring Y/E/C, and my Y/S/C skin. You made me think I wasn't good enough Jackson. And maybe i'm not good enough I don't deserve your ring I don't deserve to marry you Jackson." I say. "Y/F/N Y/M/N Y/L/N, you may not be the perfect person to everyone but to me you are amazing. Yes I may have had feeling for April in the past, but that's the past. This is the now and the future. And I know I want to continue to love you right now and in the future. I never want to be without your sarcastic comments, or you begging me to play with your hair, or looking into your eyes and seeing the most beautiful color ever. I want to have baby's with you and buy dogs. I want baby's with Y/C/H and Y/C/E. I want the whole thing. The whole white picket fence thing with you. I never wanted that with someone not even April." I just want you. Now and Forever. So Y/F/N will you please marry me?'" He finishes after my rant. "Yes, yes!" I say crying after what he had told me. 

I wasn't perfect, but to him I was and that's all I cared about.

I really hoped you liked this I'm SO SORRY it took me so long to post but i'm in 10th grade right now and its kicking my ass. Anyway's I hoped Y'all enjoyed and please send in more request's for me! Vote and comment! Also go check out my other books please! See you soon lovely's! -Hailley