Fireflies

Chapter Four-Harry

AN: WARNING BOYXBOY SMUT

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"Just stop bothering yourself with me." I told him as I closed his car door. I walked into my house and fell onto the floor. I pulled out the white powder from my pocket. My throat started to burn. I made a little line and went down the line. My nose burned, but I felt fine and the pain from my side left. I wobble into the bathroom and reached up to the cabinet. The last of my pills were there. and I just took the rest. I closed the mirror cabinet and looked at my pale skin and dark circles. The last thing I remember was looking at myself than falling onto the floor.

BANG. BANG. BANG. My body shot up and I rubbed my eyes. "Harry? It's Niall, do you need a lift to school?" I heard his voice and I started walking toward the door. "Well if it isn't Mr. Perfect!" I said my words slightly slurring together. "Harry?" I smiled at him. "I need to put on some clean clothes. Come on in make yourself comfy." I said. I was still a little weirded out from my dose last night. "Just don't go in my living room, or kitchen, bathroom, bedroo- Just wait in the car. I'll take 5 minutes." I said finally waking up.

I grabbed my black beanie and put on dark blue skinny jeans with a white tank top on and a black hoody. Putting on my gray shoes and grabbing my phone I walked out the door. Niall sat in the car. Opening the door I sat in the seat and rubbed my eyes. "Wow." He said laughing and handing me a coffee. "Maybe you should lay off the beer man." He said. I gave a sarcastic laugh and sipped my coffee. "Screw you." I said. "Good morning to you too sunshine." He said turning on the radio.

Memories of yesterday started making questions that pitched my brain. "Well me and Blondie here had a little chat. I wanted to catch up." "What was Zayn talking about at the coffee shop? When did he talk to you?" Niall cleared his throat. "Uh, he said that if I wanted real sex to find him. Something like that..." I busted out laughing. "Oh god! That's rich!" I looked at Niall to see him smiling at me. I opened my arms, "Anything you like?" He turned red. "I swear you are so gay, rainbows are jealous of how fabulous you are." I said. "I am not gay." He said sternly. "Are you saying that to me or yourself?"

With that it was a very quiet trip to school.

We parked and I turned to him. "Meet me out in the courtyard for lunch. We need to get working on that mural." I demanded then got out of the car. Niall soon followed behind me. "I didn't mean to offend you." he said. "Look, Mr. Perfect, I don't need your apology. I need to help you with your narrow mind and then I can go back to-" "To what? You going to the skate park and doing god knows what, seeing god knows who and then maybe go out and get arrested or run from cops. Yeah that seems great Harry." I smiled at him and crossed my arms. "So that's what you think I do." I said actually proud to see him blow off a little steam. My face got close to his. "Maybe you are more interesting than I thought." I whispered and then I walked away.

I looked back to see Niall glaring me down. I blew him a kiss. "Dick-wad!" I yelled behind me.

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I sat in the court yard under a tree. I wasn't expecting him to show up but this is my spot where I hang out anyway so... Then I heard footsteps. They weren't Niall's, to fast and short. Then his girlfriend stood in front of me. "Hey! Look it's a wild bitch!" I said pointing. She rolled her eyes. "Look, I find you rude, repealing, and overall a bad person." I shrugged. "Ditto." Another eye roll but she kept talking. "Niall hasn't been acting himself." I sat up. "Actually I think he is acting like himself instead of some whipped dog that you act like he is." I retorted. She was getting annoying. "Okay I am growing tired of you and your smell so if you will be on your way wherever, preferably hell, that would be amazeballs." she huffed. "Listen here kid-" I shot up and got in her face scaring her.