Singer? (BTS x Male!Reader)

Being an idol is hard

(The IDOL teaser got me shook lol can't wait for Friday!) 

Who knew being an idol was so hard. Wake up early. Work out. Practice. Eat. Practice. Eat. Practice. Sleep. Wake up. repeat. There were NO breaks. Sure we got some but it was short and practically useless. The food was picked for us and if we didn't like it we starved. They HATED imperfections and rarely ever gave two shits about us. Some of them did but most didn't.  If and when I fainted they dried my sweat gave me water and told me to go back to practice. Over time I had learn to stop being a perfectionist but now those old habits are back. 

Me, Jimin, Kesu and Hoseok spent HOURS perfecting our dances down to the last step. We all had to prepare for the debut. The concerts the music videos the hard work and dedication. Please tell me it's all worth something and to top it off. We got payed NOTHING and we won't get payed good til we've gotten at least as famous as UNB and if we only get half famous were going to get payed dog shit. Being an idol is really fucking hard. 

I got dissed on for not being ripped. So now I have to work out day and night with Jungkook who loves working out. I on the other hand do not and when I'm not working out I'm learning dances with the strictest instructor ever aka Hobi. Who knew he could be so scary. It's not my fault I wasn't born a dancing machine. Jimin would practically die when he didn't get stuff right and Kesu would get angry when he messed up. He did kinda the opposite of rage quit. He rage UNquit he wouldn't stop til he'd calm down. 

I am currently sitting next to Jimin who's crying saying he'll never get it right. I rubbed him back and hugged him. Sure I was dying on the inside just being near him before but right now I think we both are to upset to care. I rage quit a few minutes ago and Hobi yelled at me accidentally so I ended up crying so here I am next to thee Park Jimin trying to make him smile again. He takes perfection very seriously. So do I but I can tell for him its really hard so I won't complain I'll just sit here and be his shoulder to cry on. 

Hoseok approached us so I got kinda scared and hid myself behind Jimin's jacket that was currently on him. Hoseok stopped as to not further my fears and he kneeled down. "I came to say I'm sorry I yelled. You were angry and couldn't handle anymore work, you put up with alot of bullshit this past week from your manager and I know the pressure to be the best is weighing you down. I remember what it felt like for us pre-debu we we're nervous too. We had no idea what was to come. I remember how hard we worked and struggled to get this far. 

I just want to remind you that its okay to get mad and that it wasn't okay for me to get mad. I just got a little to heated from the intensity of all the bad moods around me. So I came to say I'm sorry and that next time I won't be so harsh and if I ever hurt your feelings I don't mean too. I know I'm usually a sunshine but when it comes to dancing I take it very seriously and I'm sorry if what I said hurt your feelings. I'll make it up to you. Is their anything you want?" 

I smiled. "Thanks Hobi and yeah their is. Could you maybe teach me the boy meets evil dance without getting mad?" He smiled. "Don't worry I'll take the learning slower and try my best to help so yes I can teach you. Why that song specifically?" I blushed. "It's one of my favorite songs and I thought the dance looked cool but it looked too complex so I never really tried." He smiled his wide little sunshine smile and helped me up. "Well I'd love to teach you! Now let's make Jimin happy!" 

He went over to Jimin and poked his cheek. "Chim Chim~" Jimin sighed. "yeah Hobi?" J-hope then did his weird bird arm thing and flapped his hands around. "I'm your hope I'm your angel~" he then did this weird walk and made weird noises. Jimin couldn't help but to smile. So I joined in with J-hope making weird noises and faces and soon enough Jimin was his happy little mochi self. 

There can be good moments in a time of struggle. Thanks to a sunshine like Hobi.