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Still Love You -Namjoon

It been exactly 5 hours since I broke up with Namjoon. I felt sorry for leaving him alone at the café. But, I also couldn't break the promise that his mother and I agreed on.

I didn't have enough money to pay my little sister's hospital bill. My part-time work didn't pay off the bill. I was $1,000 short. It was a coincidence that Namjoon's mother was at the hospital that day.

We had a talk and she did something I've never imagined. I never thought we'll go this far.

"Y/N.. You know I like you very much right?" She said.

I nodded with a smile, "Yes Mrs.Kim, I know really well."

She sighed, "I love you as much as I love Namjoon, but I don't think you're a match for him."

My smile faded, "Why? Is it because.. I'm not good enough?"

"No.. It's because.. I want my daughter-in-law to be a successful person. So that later, Namjoon won't suffer. I'm sorry Y/N-ah.. How about I pay for your little sister's bill and you cut off ties with him?"

I swallowed my tears and smiled, "If that's what you want, I'm willing to. Thank you for everything Mrs.Kim."

She let a small smile and I excused myself. I texted Namjoon to the café as I walked with heavy footsteps.

Waiting for him, my heart was heavy and in pain. It was already dark and was said to be rainy later.

"Guess it'll be a lonely walk home." I looked out the window.

I saw Namjoon rushing in and spotted me. He went to the chair in front of me with a huge smile.

"Did something good happened?" I asked with a smile.

He nodded, "Yes! Babe, I got in!!"

He held my hands and I look at his face for the last time. The world is really cruel.. Even when to love.

I took my hands off from his, "Namjoon-ah..."

"Yeah?" His voice soften.

I looked down trying to hold in my feelings together, "Let's break up."

"What?"

I swallowed them in and looked at him, "I said let's break up."

His expression wasn't good. I could see his tears.. One of my weakness. I clenched my hands into fists.

"What's the reason?" His voice broke.

"I just.. Lost feelings for you. I don't feel anything anymore."

"W-Well.. I can fix that.. I'll pay more attention to you and I--"

"It's not you. It's me. I'm the one that changed. You don't need to change anything. I'm sorry Namjoon-ah, for hurting you like this."

It started to rain heavily. I took off the ring we promised to be together. I placed it on his hand.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't keep our promises. I'm really sorry.. Don't forgive me. I don't deserve to be forgiven. I wish you the best Namjoon. Thank you for everything.. Kim Namjoon." I got up and walks away.

I looked outside and back at my bag. I took out the umbrella and placed it on the table i was at.

"Use it, i don't want you to get sick."

I walked out and the rain hits me. I walked home while crying. The rain makes it harder to see the tears. As i reached in front of my house, i cried next to the door. Exhausted.

"I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. I'm sorry..." I repeated over and over.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier. I went in and changed my clothes. I washed and hanged the previous clothes.