one shots [BTS]

I'm OK - Seokjin

Reminder; " I'm OK " is a song about the aftermath of a breakup, the person tries to forget the other person by doing things but will eventually falls back down and go to that breakup aftermath. The person doesn't want to be comfort and if seen crying, they would just like the person who saw them walk pass by.

-Y/N's POV-

After 3 years of our relationship.. we broke up. Actually, I was waiting for this moment. It's not like I like it or something, it's because of one thing that we cannot change. I have lung cancer. The doctor said it's already to late for me to seek for treatment or have a surgery. It already spreads to both of my lungs already and both are heavily damaged, the max of time I have left is probably a month left. 

However, I couldn't tell him the truth.. rather.. I lied to him that I lost my feelings for him.

Here, right now, we are facing to each other. His sad expression made my heart hurts, his tears that strolls down his cheeks makes me want to wipe them away, but I could no longer do that. I am no longer 'his'. 

"Please tell me the t-truth Y/N.. please.. don't j-joke about our r-relationship..." His voice chokes.

I gripped onto my cross-bag tightly and held in my emotions, "I've never joked about our relationship. I really.."

Hold it in Y/N.. hold it in, ".. really lost my feelings for you. I'm sorry Seokjin-ah."

 "This is our ending.. I hope we won't have to collab anymore. If we ever see each other, let's just pass by as if we don't know each other. That'll be the best for both of us."

My tears were about to fall so I quickly decided to end it, "It was a nice adventure with you, goodbye.. Kim Seokjin."

I turned around and walked away, in a broad daylight, I was crying. My tears were more noticeable and people were looking at me with those pitiful eyes. But I'm fine, I'll be fine. This will just be a temporary pain. It'll soon be gone after a month, it will.