Love Is Underrated (TAEKOOK)

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thanks to @minjimin_69 for the smut i forced her to write.

TRIGGER WARNINGS

.SMUT

.RAPE

.ASSULT/MURDER

~Taehyung~

It's pain living like this, but for sun-mi it's worth it, she's my angel,my everything, she's all I have left, not even my body is worth anything anymore,

I have became a living object, an object so easily thrown away in a blink of an eye,

It's like a world full or darkness and sun-mi is that small light keeping me awake, keeping me alive, keeping me, me, well that last bit of me thats left,

it's our anniversary soon, well the one of breaking up, it's almost comedic because i swear one thing.

i swear i saw you that day, your beautiful black as midnight hair in the window, a tear stricken face, it haunts my mind to this day,everything about your perfect complexion never leaves my mind and how it was broken by me, you were the biggest and best chapter in my life, one that i never went back to, to reread, the big ending is soon, a fresh page to a torn book, i talk about you like it was you who left me, you never did, I was scared, scared of what our love could do to me,

and now  next week is our anniversary Jungkook.

the anniversary of our final break up.

and i don't know how to react or feel, but i feel one thing..

i feel broken, like i cant move anymore, the apartment i live in, i cant call it that, it's a bed that i share with the one thing left in my life that i love, Sun-Mi.

a toilet and a sink, a rancid shower, a fridge with an old cooker and one table,

my body aches, they treat me like nothing, at the minute, i am nothing.

I dont feel like anything, God jungkook, thats the second time in months i've even thought of your name, of course i always think of you, but im scared, scared to even mention your name, it always makes things worse, it always makes me feel worse.

I remember that night. I might remember it for the rest of my days, my jungkook, i'll never forget the last time i saw your face, 

but nothing really matters, nothing really matters, to me.

not anymore, it's all ruined,

i stood up, holding sun-mi in my arms, "I'm so sorry sun-mi, im sorry i couldn't do better, You should be with your father, the one who's capable of looking after you , but you're the only good thing in my lowlife, in every thing, you make the difference." 

i sighed putting her into bed "d-da" smiling softly i kissed her forehead, "stay in here baby, you don't want to see this- I don't want you to see this."

i closed her bedroom door, before walking to the front one, opening it, to see one of them, one of them that contribute to make my life this bad, my face showed no emotion, i don't want to show them any, all of this is bullshit, nothing means anything. At all

~no one's P.O.V~

  The man sat on the edge of the well-made bed. The room was dimly lit as his eyes skimmed over Taehyung's body with a hungry gaze. Taehyung shivered as he begrudgingly stepped towards him. As Tae arrived in front of the man, the man reached out and spoke in a rough, gravely voice," What a beautiful little slut you are." Arms snaked around Taehyung's waist causing Taehyung to be brought closer to the man until their clothed chests were touching. Fingers were being dragged up and down his sides until they finally slipped under his shirt,

" Such a dirty boy. Such a fucking whore." Tae's body lurched forward as his lips crashed against the older man's. He scrunched his face up in disgust as he hesitantly kissed back. He felt hands slide down to his ass giving it a harsh slap. Taehyung pushed away the man before gasping for air, the man's lips moved down Tae's neck sloppily. Tae sighed as the man continued to attempt to pleasure him.  

  Eventually they moved on from sloppy kisses to more intense stuff. Tae grinded his ass onto the man's erection which was concerningly small. The man groans as he digs his fingers into Tae's hip causing him to whimper. 

The man pushed Tae onto his back. His eyes were clouded with lust as he bit his lip in a horrible attempt to be sexy. 

He palmed Tae roughly through his jeans, causing Tae to be filled with discomfort rather than pleasure. He squirmed uncomfortably, the man noticed this and sat back," Suck me off, slut." The man commanded as he pointed to his rock-hard dick.

 Tae got up and crawled towards him ,seductively. He got on his knees and began to undo the man's jeans. As he slowly, teasingly unzipped the zipper, the man practically drooled, watching Tae's every move. When Tae finished, he pulled the jeans and underpants down and was met with a disappointingly mini dick

. The man forcefully grabbed Tae's silky locks and shoved his dick down his throat. Eyes filled with tears, Tae sucked and licked in pain as the man was gripping his head tightly and making it rather unpleasant but he seemed to be loving it. The man was moaning and cursing away as his eyes were shut tightly. Eventually Tae felt the male get weaker and slower with his thrusts. With no warning the man shot his load into Tae's mouth. Tae shoved the man away as he choked and coughed on his semen. The man chuckled as he grabbed onto Tae again before slipping his hands into his pants. Tae sent the man a glare before gasping as his jeans and pants got pulled down,

He felt disgusting, he had, had enough, it was sick in a way, 

the younger grabbed the strangers arm pushing him away "g-go you can keep your money." 

there was a small knock on the little girls door to be heard, before it slowly opening, the strangers eyes were drawn to her, glaring at her, "look at that you useless slut, she clearly wants me" he went to walk towards her, 

one thought in taehyungs mind was, 'you already hurt me, you won't lay a fucking finger on her.' the younger grabbed the closest thing to him, weapon wise, a knife, not a butter one, it was sharp. and he hated that he knew exactly what he was going to do to him.

he grabbed the man, swinging the knife at him, blade hitting his gut, 

Taehyung looked at the man, collapsed on the ground, clutching his gut in pain, bleeding like there was tomorrow, well hey, there might not be for him, 

he looked at his daughter, she was sat on the floor covering her eyes, he didn't think about picking her up and running away twice, 

1 minute later he had ran out of there, her in his arms,

he had only one more place to go, somewhere he hadn't been in a while,