H A N A H A K I

name of life

woojin started to worry. ,,guys, why are they taking so long?" just when seungmin was about to open his mouth to say something jeongin came back and sat down quietly. woojin raised his eyebrow, waiting for the youngest to speak. ,,hey, jeongin..." his head snapped and he looked at his hyung. ,,hm?" ,,what happened?" silence. jeongin didn't answer, he just kept staring at woojin. ,,will minho be okay?" the older continued. his voice was filled with worry. ,,i guess." ,,you guess?" ,,yes, i mean.. its nothing physically so i can't tell." jeongins head lowered once again and he stared at his plate full of food. the boys looked to woojin because of the maknaes strange behaviour. but before anyone could speak up, jeongin stood up. ,,i am not hungry anymore, please continue and excuse me. i'll go to my room." his voice was quiet and broke at the end a bit. woojin nodded in respond. the youngest walked to his bedroom and when he entered it, he closed the door before he lay on his bed. the room was filled with silence. he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. his shoulders got heavier every second he could think. his breath got louder and his lips started to tremble. he felt the tears coming up. he pressed his eyes together when the first tears escaped. once they started to make their way out, they didn't stop. jeongin didn't even bother to wipe them away, they would just keep coming anyway. so he stayed silent and sobbed. his body shivered while he was crying his soul out. a few minutes passed when he heard a soft knock on his door. before he could answer chan stood in his room. the older scanned the younger and walked towards him after he closed the door. he sat beside him and opened his arms. jeongin crawled to chan and hugged him. chan closed his arms and pulled the maknae closer to him. jeongin buried his face into chans chest and started to cry even harder. ,,hey, shh, why are you crying?" he softly whispered into the ear of the sobbing boy. ,,what if this happens to me? what if you'll stop loving me one day? or to you? what if i dont love you anymore? will this happen to me or to you too? chan, i dont want to die, i dont want you to die or to stop loving me, i dont want to stop loving you. i want to be with you, i need you, you are my purpose. i love you so much, it hurts." jeongin put his head up and looked into chans eyes. his sobbing got less and he just hung in the arms of the other. the leader smiled softly as he spoke. ,,dont you worry about a thing, this wont happen to us. i dont think i could ever stop loving you. and even if i do or if you do, we wont die, i promise. i wont let it happen. i know most of the hanahaki diseased people die or get their feelings removed but we wont. we will have a happy end because we have each other. we will make it and live happily ever after. i love you so much jeongin, you cant even imagine." the youngest chuckled after chan finished. ,,what would i do without you.." ,,well, not this." and with these words chan connected their lips. jeongin smiled and kissed back. they put all the love they have for each other in this kiss. it was a kiss full of love. chan wrapped his hands around jeongins neck and pulled back. ,,lets make it forever."

I AM S O SORRY, IT TOOK ME SO LONG

so here is some jeongchan fluff (and a long chapter for this fic) because i love them so much and we need to spread love bECAUSE I READ A MARKHYUCK FIC WHERE HYUCK DIED AND NOW IM STILL SAD

i hope you enjoyed it gays