jisung watched minho after the older fell asleep. he was worried about him. really worried. his behaviour was strange. it was three days after the incident happened. in just these days minho changed. minho maybe thought they didn't seem to know but they did. at least jisung did. he saw it all. his awkward smile, pretending everything is fine. he could definitely see it. he didn't want minho to look at him with this look. he didn't want minho to be afraid of seeing him or to avoid his eyes. something changed and no matter how hard minho tried to hide it jisung saw it all. and he missed the older. he missed the way he used to know him. he missed his big smile. its too complicated. minho used to tell him everything in detail, even if it didn't matter. but now everything is strange. it feels like they are strangers. something changed. maybe not in a bad way but in an awkward way. when he talked to him they weren't the same anymore. and he couldn't tell him what he want because he didn't know what he wanted. he didn't know what his question was. or maybe he did. maybe inside his head were just too many questions that he didn't know what his question was. jisungs eyes landed on minhos face again. on his closed eyes, on his nose and on his rosy lips. he thought the older was perfect. in every way. he kissed the olders forehead. ,,i need you but i don't know what i want." he whispered quietly. he was so deep in thoughts that he didn't notice minhos little cough. what did he want?
this or the other one
this chapter got inspired by mia and question if you didn't notice
i hope you enjoyed this crap gays
and i also hope you like my new theme
and i have a seungjin ff in my drafts so get ready. its a short story with cafè au
I love them so much
I need amino again 😔