Falling for my Stepdad || J.H/M.Y

•Ilgop/일곱•

All the things I should have done
When I was your man

Why this song meant so much to me, I don't really know anymore.

The song is as usual going on repeat in my tiny room, the lyric filling me up more and more.

The song slowly come to an end and new words spill from the little radio on my bedside table.

Once I was 7 years old

Another song I don't mind listening to, maybe because I find it calming in this weird way.

I feel my heart beat calm down with the music as I lay back on my bed, finally feeling like I could calm.

A little noise can be heard as my door slowly open, I don't even care to look up at who it is.

"Hoseok?" A cute voice call, moving closer towards me in small yet gentle foot steps, I can hear his feet is bare, from the padding on my floor.

When your legs don't work
Like they used to before...

"Can I lay with you?" The older male ask a little unsure, as I slowly notice the thunder outside my window.

"Oh" I exclaim and nod my head.

"Your mom won't be home till tomorrow" Yoongi almost whisper, pulling on his shirt sleeve, while walking towards my bed.

"Sounds lovely" I smile and offer him some space on my bed, which he gladly fill out.

I wrap my arms around his torso, as he curl up against my stomach.

When Yoongi is scared, he hold his small sweater paws together, and you can feel his body shiver lightly at every loud noise Mother Nature creates.

Place your head on my beating heart

Yoongi relax more and more against my body, moving in even closer.

I ignore the blush on my cheeks and wrap and arm around his waist, feeling the heat of his body against mine.

I can hear him lightly mumble along to the lyric, his body making a soft vibration along with him using his beautiful voice.

I smile and breathe in his Sent, wanting to keep this memory forever stored in my brain.

He is so perfect, and I wish he weren't married to my mom, I want him to be mine.

His soft smell of violets throw my body into a full on heavenly experience.

Yoongi dosent even flinch as another row of thunder strikes.

I can hear his soft snores and I can't help but to smile at the male.

I kiss his cheek softly and savior every moment.

"You are so perfect, did you know that?" I whisper lightly, holding him as if he is mine.

"I wish I could tell you how much I love you, but you love her and not me, how could you ever love me?" I ask softly, removing some of his perfect hair from his face.

"I will love you forever" I assure him, knowing he isn't even listening.

"I love you" my heart skip a beat.