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I just wanted to thank alexandrasfanfic for being the only one that wants this here.
So! Here you go!]Yoongi was sitting in his chair, staring into his computer, as he listened to the song. Something about it felt... off. He listened to the song once more, before listening to a version of it without vocals. It sounded okay without them. He listened just to vocals only. It sounded okay. He played with it for a three hours before scrapping the song completely, he tried to write a new song. There was no saving that one.
It was going great for a while. He was in about the middle of the song, when.. "You are my favorite.. favorite daddy-" he stopped himself. "No, no, no. Not that." he massaged his temples to try and release a little bit of the tension, before telling himself. "It's okay, just a little slip up, nothing to worry about. I'm not little. It's gross. I have to finish this." bit it didn't help. Instead, his mind wandered off to the first time he regressed.
~flash back~
They ran backstage after saying a goodbye to all the fans that came to see them.
They were all tired, but the maknae line was still fooling around, as the hyung line was sitting on the couches.
Well, Yoongi was laying down on one as the adrenaline left his body, leaving him without energy and sore from three hours of dancing, singing and fooling around on the ridiculously large podium.
His body relaxed, just as his mind feeling a bit fuzzy, but a good kind of fuzzy. He cuddled into the pillow under his head, hands in between his thighs.
He opened his eyes a bit when a staff member opened the door, informing them, that their van will be there in around 15 minutes.
5 minutes in and the maknae line was finally sitting down, everyone either relaxing or on their phone, while Yoongi slept peacefully.
25 minutes in and their van was finally there. However, 2 minutes later, Jimin was still trying to wake Yoongi up, while the others were waiting for them in the van.
When the elder finally cracked an eye open and sat up, Seokjin was also there, wondering what was taking them so long.
At last, Seokjin just carried a dozing off Yoongi to the van.
When they got home, Yoongi was awake. But. He felt... different. His head felt like it was in cloud, stress gone.
He smiled at Jin. Jin smiled back.
He ended up dragging Yoongi home, who was still smiling, head resting on the elders shoulder.
"Yoongi? Are you feeling okay?" Yoongi looked to the direction the voice was coming from.
"Amazing..." he smiled at Namjoon, falling asleep again against the wall, as Jin was taking off his shoes.
"Woah!! Yoongi-ah, be careful, you'll fall..!" he heard someone say, bit didn't reply. He felt just so relaxed...
A tiny hand touched his forehead, making him jump out of the dreamland. He whined, softly glaring at Jimin, who was standing in front of him, concerned. "Are you sure you're feeling okay? You're a bit warm."
"Yes, Jimmie, I'm feeling good~." he said in slightly pitched voice, surprising even himself a little bit.
"Let's get you to bed, okay?" he nodded and cuddled to the person that carried him to his room [Yoongi has his own room in the beginning of this story].
He woke up the next day, the previous day a little fuzzy, but after it cleared up, he buried his reddening face into the pillow.
~end of flash back~
He took a deep breath, feeling littlespace creeping on him. He plopped into his chair, stretching his arms.
As he was stretching his back, the chair suddenly tilted back. He didn't caught onto his table quick enough and fell with the chair.
This was the last straw.
Tears poured out of his eyes, sobs echoing through the room, scaring him, as he grabbed the back of his head, that made a harsh impact with he chair as he fell.
Namjoon shut his computer after saving his work. He got a text from Seokjin about 15 minutes ago, that food is done, but he just couldn't help himself and finish it.
When he got home, he got scolded by Jin, before he could eat his now cold food.
An hour later, he was send out by Jimin to fetch Yoongi for dinner or Seokjin will go for him himself and that would not end well.
As he walked through the hallway to the genius lab, he felt the urge to go faster.
He knocked on the door. No answer.
He opened the door that was, surprisingly, open. And nothing or no one could've ever prepare him for what he saw.
Yoongi was curled up on his chair, that was lying on the ground, the same way it was when it fell with Yoongi, as the elder held the back of his head and soft, but painful whimpers and sobs escaped his mouth.
Namjoon quickly closed the door and went to the crying rapper.
"Yoongi? What's wrong? Are you hurt?" he asked, confused and concerned. It wasn't normal seeing his hyung cry like that.
Yoongi looked at him, staring for a few seconds, before crying harder.
He weakly let go of his head and made grabby hands, seeking comfort after his scary experience.
Namjoon didn't waste any time and sat him up, still confused, but trying to comfort Yoongi. He hugged him, but Yoongi has other ideas. He wanted cuddles. So he looped his arms around Namjoon's neck and crawled into his lap.
Namjoon didn't exist anymore. He was now a tomato.
Five minutes passed and the two were cuddling on the couch. Yoongi was still in Namjoon's lap, head resting on his shoulder and holding onto his shirt, as the younger played with his hair.
"Paci..." Yoongi whimpered out of nowhere, scaring Namjoon a little bit, as well as confusing him a lot more. "Wan' paci..."
"You have to tell me where it is, okay?" Yoongi pointed at the drawer on the couch they were sitting on.
Namjoon opened the drawer, finding also a ducky blanket, dolphin stuffie and the pacifier that Yoongi wanted.
Namjoon wrapped the blanket around Yoongi, getting a satisfied humm from him, showing the dolphin stuffie to him, getting a gasp "Meggie..!" and grabby hands. Than he looked at the pacifier. It was white with a blue bear bead glued on it with the words 'baby boy' on it. Cute, he thought, took off the cover off of it and putting it between the little's lips, making Yoongi melt into his embrace.
While the two were relaxing together, Jin was stressing out, pacing around the living room and mumbling to himself.
At last, Jungkook just told him to go to Yoongi's studio if he was just so stressed about it "Or you'll get more gray hairs than you already have, hyung." as well as getting a slap from the elder.
But Seokjin listened to him and went for the two.
He opened the door without knocking, seeing it already open.
As well as not expecting what he saw.
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