Trying Not Love You| A Sons Of Anarchy Fanfiction.

Chapter Four

Chapter 4: I'm just fine

Hey guys before this starts you are probably really confused by the first two chapters. I was gonna choose a random person but then I thought of Kozik and how he was part of SAMTAC. Which gave me the idea. I know it was really dark but I promise as the chapters increase the more of Hap and Jenn's relationship. The past few chapters were kind of a prologue. This chapter continues four months later. Happy and Jenn have not talked at all. Today they were having a club fight night. Jenn was forced to come by Gemma who knew Jenn desperately needed to get out more. Okay enough from me. Enjoy!

Jennifer's POV

I was leaning against the wall with a bottle of Jack watching Happy fight Tig. When some hang around started to try and seduce me. He kept rubbing up on me and I could see the look of anger and jealousy in Happy's eyes. I knew the hang around wasn't expecting what I did next. I slammed him against the wall and had the heal of my stiletto boot against his throat.

I knew now that everyone was probably looking at this interaction. I saw Jax coming over and asking me whats wrong.

I soon felt two strong arms around my waist and I was forcefully brought inside. I knew who it was I didn't have to see his face or hear his voice to know.

"Why did you take me out of there?" I said glaring at him.

"You had that killer look in your eye. There were too many fucking people out there. I know that damn look. You were gonna kill that cock sucker right there with all those witnesses. Good thing we fucking stopped, you Jenn!" He said getting closer. I felt my back hit the bar.

"I had it fucking handled! You haven't said a word to me for four months and now you decide to give a shit!" I said. This pissed me off. Since when does he fucking care. Fucking bastard.

"Shut the hell up!" He said. I, of course, didn't and continued to rant when I was interrupted by his lips forcefully pushed to mine. I kissed back just as forcefully. He lifted me up by my ass and I wrapped my legs around him. He carried me to his room not breaking the kiss. He threw me on the bed and crawled on top of me. He pulled my shirt off and kissed my neck. I removed his cut and shirt. He followed by ripping my shorts off of me. I un-buckled his pants while he left a trail of forceful kisses down my stomach. He pulled his boxers off letting his erect member spring free. He gently slid my panties off and started teasing me by rubbing his tip a crossed my already wet folds. I moaned and pulled his face in for a kiss. As our tongues wrestled for dominance he thrust into me. My back arched and I moaned in pleasure as he thrust slowly. He picked up his pace and slammed into me harder each time. We each of us reached our peaks.

He laid next to me and sighed.

"Fuck! This was a mistake! It was wrong!" He said throwing my clothes at me.

"Are you fucking serious right now? Happy you kissed me out there! Not the other way around. How can you say what just happened was a mistake!" I said getting dressed.

"I told you! This thing between me and you can't fucking happen!" He yelled throwing his clothes on.

"Why? Because I'm your president's little sister? Or because I'm still just a mild piece of pussy I" said shoving him.

"Damn it, Jennifer, I didn't fucking mean that!" He said cupping my face with his hands.

"Please just tell me why we can't try?" I pleaded.

"It just can't. I'm sorry." He said kissing my head and then walked out. I stormed out of the club house and went straight to my bike. I got on and went straight home. I knew going to that stupid party would be a bad idea.