《Credit to SmolJohnL》🌹Petals🌹 {Lams}

Prologue

°¤•.John's P.O.V.•¤°

I always hated flowers, to be more specific, Petals. Why? They gave me false hope. They told me that'd I be lucky enough to date Alexander. But here I am sitting next to Thomas at the lunch table, across from Alexander, who is sitting with Eliza...Eliza..

I felt tears in my eyes. I stopped thinking before I began to cry, "Hey Thomas, I'll be right, I have to go to the restroom." I told him before I left him and his friend James. I went to the restroom, that was for some reason hot, and slammed my fist on the sink, "Stupid flower, stupid fake hope, stupid petals!" I shouted as I cried, I pulled on my hair, making it looked messed up. I looked at myself in the mirror, 'I can't believe that this was the person who use to go to the sisters mansion everyday, and be happy, happy that there wasn't any false hope.'  I thought.

I thought about last night, and how I had to call Thomas and make a lie, because your boyfriend does not want to know that you like someone else, since first grade!

I wiped my tears away from my cheeks, that were now red, along with some sweat, since it was still hot. And went back to the table and sat back down. Thomas looked a bit hurt as he saw Alexander sit back down too.

●●Time skip●●

I was making my way towards my locker when Thomas texted me.

Thommy💕: hey John can I come over after school?

💞Jackie💕: sure! Are you going to stay for dinner? I can ask my mom to make your favorite!

Thommy💕: No, it won't be necessary.

💞Jackie💕: Alright..? I'll see you then...

I put my phone away and my stuff away. 'He always stays for dinner..' I thought. I shrugged it off and walked home.

An hour later Thomas knocked on my bedroom, door. I opened it and let him in, "So...What's wrong?" I asked, "Jack... it just..Before you went to the restroom..I saw you look Hamilton. And when you did leave, he got up not so long before. You came back..Well..You're hair was a mess, you were sweating as if you just did something, and you were red.." I looked at him, confused, worried, and shoked, "W-What are you saying...?" I asked. He sighed and stood, "I'm saying that we should..We should breakup.." He said. My eyes welled up with tears, "B-But why? What did I do? If I did something wrong I'll fix it! I promise I will but please don't leave me." I begged him. Thomas just shook his head, "It's obvious John. You like Hamilton. Not me." I stood up and grabbed his hand, he just pulled it away, "Thomas...Please! Please don't leave me..!" I shouted, begging him to stay {showmehowtosaynotothis} as I begin to cry. He opened the door, "I'm sorry Jack.." and with that, he left...

He left..

Word count: 508

A/N: Credit to SmolJohnL for the idea, and before anyone askes, yes I did ask them for permission. I got the idea from their one shot book called Petals. So yeeeeh. The link for the book is in the description and here now.  Also don't forgot to read their books.
Dem link: "Petals (Lams Oneshots)" by SmolJohnL on Wattpad https://my.w.tt/PzNQlcaiDP