hello i might quit EVERYTHING i got news on my facebook from my aunt who WAS taking care of my dog i haven't seen in 5-6 years she texted me and my mum saying... "the dog is sick... she is in pain i took her to the vet she has to get put down tonight" i got that yesterday and i pretty much cried for a full 4 hours i refused to eat and im ready to give up on life this just could of made my depression worse.... i recently just cut myself im about to get help but no one will read this so.... i pretty much am writing to no one... im becoming suicidal again... (not fun) im sorry i hope to do one last chapter of this before i either quit my social media accounts or life basically.
this song is how im feeling right now its on youtube (im to tired to do a link and this damn computer is a piece of bullsh-)
Shinitai-chan (English Cover)【JubyPhonic】
so yeah.... bye,
wish i could be better for you guys..............
