It's already late, the night is dark and here I am lying alone in this empty dark room. Familiarizing the cold wind coming from the open window across my bed that gives a shiver whenever it touches my skin.
I stood up on my bed and walked towards the open window, leaning, closing my eyes, letting the cold wind touch my face as I inhale fresh air. As I open them slowly, I ran my eyes and there I saw merely darkness outside that gives me the image of how my life today being miserable as this world. And then I looked up to the sky, seeing the moon and stars shine brightly, I imagined myself having my family beside me right now. Comforting me from all the chaos that the world has given to me.
The room is filled with serenity and the only sound I hear is the whoosh of the cold wind. But I don't find peace in my soul, peace in this dark room where I am in right now. My mind is a mess, is in confusion. There's something in my soul wants to have or to feel, but I can't identify what it is. There's like something is missing-- empty, like there's a part of myself I want to fill with something I can't tell so that it'll become whole again.
Staring blankly on this dark and chaotic world, tears suddenly fell out of my eyes as I remember the missing piece, the missing part, the other part of my life. My family. My strength. I am deeply, madly missing them right now from the depths of my heart. I want to feel the tight hugs and embraces of my mother. I want to rest on her arms to ease the heavy feeling my chest has.But I am all alone here with nothing to talk to, nothing to cry on and nothing to hold on but with this moon and stars that shine brightly I have found the best companion for tonight.
