MY HIDDEN IDENTICAL TWIN

The Mirror

As the sun rises from above, it reflect from the sliding window where you can see two flying turtle dove,  i felt shiver and warm, so relaxing making me calm

i woke up early this day ,i dont know why but i find my self standing at the door for a while still wondering what to do or what i was doing. "Crazy door blocking my way" as i speak angrily at the door. I finally open the door and walk out passing my crazy door.

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I grab my phone out of my pocket, checking it out who texted me this early. I frown for knowing that its my brother.  He came not for me but for his girlfriend who's also studying at the university that im at.

Replying...
Me: Buy food i dont cook this morning

Vince: ok

I slid my phone back to my pocket.  As it place safely it sounded again like someone chat me or something.  I do forgotten to turn off my data. I pull out again my phone out of my pocket and open it, checking who's chating

New message

Kyla: guys we have our orientation for new students. Tomorrow. 9:00am-4:00pm.  Attendance is a must.

Nadine: ok

Louie: copy

Melanie: ok,  thanks

And the rest also follow replying. Its a group chat in our section only. I dont  feel replying.  I hate replying. I only reply to those people's who is close to me.

Kyla, Kyla Anderson is our president in our class,  shes smart and nice. But i dont really give attention to her or any other smart ass kids.

I just click the like and turning off my data and throw my phone away to the place i cant reach.  So im back at the stupid door. And stock for a minute. Stupid brain. 

I always lost when something distract me in my thoughts.  So i did went outside walking on the concrete path that leads to the comfort room, i remember i need to put the hot body water in good place.

As i get out to the comfort room perfect timing that my brother also arrive with a backpack on his back and a bag of food on his left hand and a helmet on the right hand.

Me: "FOOD! Perfect. Im starving

Vince: have you taking your medicine?

Me: yes of course..  I always did.. (I lied)

Vince: thats good.  Now lets eat breakfast shall we (smiling)

Well my brother Vince is the closest sibling in our family since we only have 1 year gap. We surely have same likes and dislikes.. we are like twins as they said, but we dont agree on that. 

Me: your meeting her aren't you?

Vince: you know me too well (he said nervously.  Scratching the back of his neck)

I just smile and start eating my breakfast,  while he just follow.

What i do like is we support and protect each other.  He became my partner in crime,  sometimes my bestfriend. We're both weird in both personality. But we are decent in terms of other people.

And do you know the great part?  We love watching ourselves in the mirror.  We enjoy making ourselves funny in the mirror, it reflects the happy sibling together. The Bond we have is the greatest memories i have so far.

Mirror is the only thing that show your identical self.  Im unique of any other person in this world and you cant found anyone like me but me my self and i. But the mirror says otherwise.

As we both stare at our self in the mirror my brother exclaim,

Vince: were not really alike

Me: si (a spanish word means yes)

And silence banging in the surroundings. Any minutes i finally spoke up

Me: you should take a shower before facing your paramour,  you smell stink already.

Vince: yeah i know kiddo (laughing while rubbing and missing my hair up)

Me: ugly (taking his hands of me)

Then after his breakfast he went to take a bath as i told him so.  His really stink sometimes for being honest. He knew but still assume to smell good and being handsome cost of lots of girls flirting at him and also gays. Hahahahaha but he is still my brother.

He was like 6'1 tall with a perfect body curve  and muscle and staff, black hair good hair cut, round and sparkling eyes that you would adore to watch, long nose, tanned skin and a very smart and talented personality. Its like he knows it all. But i always saw his face so i cant tell if his handsome or what so ever.

If his handsome that made me head over hill gorgeous hahaha but seriously we dont look alike.

After he was done taking a bath he dress up like a man, checking his self in the mirror if it looks great on him. He try lots of clothes and im getting tired watching him.

Me: if she truly love you, she will accept who you are ( i said in annoyance)

My brother just face me with a confused look on his face. 

Me: look, you dont have to impress her everytime. Be who you are matters. If she truly love you she will accept your whole you

Vince: your the love expert now sis?  (He dumbly ask)

Me: just stating the obvious.

I know his girlfriend just using him.  He ask for a motorcycle for my parents,  he Marple his teeth,  he exercise to have good looking body,  he work to have money. All of those thing is to impress the girl and to accept my brother to be her boyfriend.  Thats what i see in their situation.

I feel mean of what i said,  he was silent looking at the mirror. Then after a while he smile weirdly facing at me.

Vince: have you got yourself a boyfriend?

Me: yuck!  I wouldn't! i swear to God I WILL NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND!

Vince: ok ok,  chill men.  You will have soon,  but not now.

Me: never gonna happen (feeling annoyed)

Vince: or you like girls (he ask with a serous face)

Me: come on brother,  i dont like being in a relationship.  Its just a waste of time and effort.

Vince: true,  but you still need someone whom will take care of you.

Me: i will die alone

Ending of our terrible conversation.. I hate boys.  Its because i was being dumb for letting them play with my feelings. Emotionally i cried for 2 times. Second chances?  Never works. Its just not meant for everyone.

Seeing boys and staff?  It just make me irritated,  angry. Im nice but they dont know how loathing i am when seing bad boys face. Hish!

My brother has finally done preparing and telling me he would not be here for dinner and lunch. And he climb to his motorcycle and went off he go.

Im back at my room seating in my study table watching myself in the mirror. "Do i feel love and affection of girls? Do i even like girls? " talking to the mirror. Confused why my heart beat fast when my brother ask me if i like girls.

                                                                     

Author

Im adjusting here guys so please do understand me hehehe.  I was like maybe its time for showing who is Cassandra Gail really is. What is she afraid of? She still haven't describe her self so im letting some other character to describe since she was shy and staff.

Again i couldn't make it long due to the fact that i need to keep thing easy little by little. So please keep on reading to know more.  Chao!