Ugh. This stupid feeling. EVERY FUCKING TIME.
I KNOW WHAT CAUSES IT TOO....
Its the feeling of loneliness.......
Its the feeling of my heart telling me no one cares....
Its the feeling i get often, but not often...
Its a stupid feeling. I hate this feeling...
I wish i didnt have these stupid feelings.
From now on, im not going to tell anyone when im upset.
Im going to put on a fake smile and pretend its all okay.
But youll never know... because i will push myself further than i should to make it look like im okay.
Im not going to be weak....
Im going to continue to try....
Im going to shove it all away, until it becomes to much. Until it explodes....
But from here on out...
Ill be okay...
