"Do you fucking hear me?!? Your not leaving me whether you like it or not! You hear that y-your not fucking leaving me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, I tried holding my tears back, My mascara was all over my face, runny, My mouth was filled with blood, fresh and out the grave. My face was all wounded. I was hurt. Heartbroken, betrayed...
dis·loy·al
ˌdisˈloi(ə)l/Submit
adjective
failing to be loyal to a person, country, or body to which one has obligations.
"she felt that inquiring into her father's past would be disloyal to her mother"
synonyms: unfaithful, faithless, false, false-hearted, untrue, inconstant, untrustworthy, unreliable, undependable, fickle; More
(of an action, speech, or thought) demonstrating a lack of loyalty.
"disloyal mutterings about his leadership"
I hoped for him to go to the grave. To be dead, but I never thought it would end like this. One simple act could effect a lot of people. Trust me, I would know...