I have been used
My constant pain and suffering on a constant loop
But only for you
And I have been hurt
Been through so much pain my heart had to convert
Made me isolate myself turning me in to an introvert
I have felt true pain
Which entered tricky little demons in to my brain
At night they whisper 'Dont try new things just stay in your lane'
And 'They won't miss you just slice through your vein'
I have been taken for granted
The memories scared my heart as if I were branded
I gave them my all not knowing they'd take advantage
And They ran off with my trust like a bandit
But somehow I still manage to fight
Not because I have to, but because it feels right
As if I'm worthy to see the light
But lately the demons whispers turns to screams at night
At my arms they make razors bite
Id rather hurt in silence then cause an uproar
Fighting just isn't working out anymore
So I plan to let the demons win so in the sky I can soar
