I have to see you everyday
And each time my eyes lay upon you my heart breaks in a thousand ways
My mind tells me to get over you but my heart can never just obey
Because my mind knew you'd leave but my heart thought you'd stayI constantly think about all the pain you caused
But when I see you it's as if all the heartbreak is put in pause
Even though you broke me to get a shitty applauseI see you everywhere
Can't even see the color red without thinking of your hair
And I may pretend not to care
But when I see you i can't help but stareStaring at you makes the butterflies crawl out my stomach and in to my skin
Staring at all the possible futures that could've been
Staring at you, you're such a beautiful sin