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Chapter 16

Taehyungs mind was swirling with thoughts right now. He was in front of Jungkooks apartment door considering if he should even knock. He came up with so many different scenarios that could play out right now.

"Ok Taehyung you got this, j-just knock on the door and apologize." He said to himself. He hovers a fist over the door and sucks in a breathe before knocking.

The first thing that came to his mind when he knocked was, he was late. That Jungkook already found someone else and he missed his chance. He thought it was a mistake and turned around.

Taehyung was about to walk away but then- "Tae?" Taehyung sighed to himself and prepared for the words of denial. He turned around to see a red eyed puffy Jungkook.

Taehyung smiled to himself from the thought of Jungkooks puffy face. Whenever he cried his face would get puffy, but that isn't exactly a funny thought.

Jungkook eyed Taehyung up and down. He looked fine to Jungkook. Jungkook wondered if he didn't even care about him, if he just came to tell him it's over.

"C-Can I come in-I need to talk to you." Taehyung said rubbing his thumbs together and chewing on his bottom lip.

"Yea." Was all Jungkook said before he opened the door wider for Taehyung to walk through. Taehyung mumbled a thanks but it was so low he doubted that Jungkook heard him.

Jungkook closed the door turning around to see Taehyung. It was a pause before Jungkook broke the silence.

"You look... fine." He said leaning on the kitchen counter eyeing Taehyung. "I'm not." Taehyung said quickly but regretted soon.

"You visited Yoongi?" Taehyung asked but knew he already did. "Yea I did after we fought." Jungkook answered.

"Thank you." Taehyung said looking down. "You do know why I did that right?" Jungkook quickly said before Taehyung had a chance to speak. Taehyung just looked up and didn't say anything.

"Because I love you Taehyung and if me seeing a guy that I wanted to kill for you makes you happy then I'm going to do it. I will do anything to see you smile anything Taehyung. Whatever you need I will provide and all I wanted from you was just well you! And for you tell me that you don't want me anymore, that fucking hurts! But you know my feelings are way stronger then your words, so of course I visited him and I talked to him for you Tae, for fucking you."

Jungkook was out of breathe when he finished speaking. His face was red and tears swelled down his face. Jungkook looked at Taehyung who walked closer to him. Tears were at the brim of Taehyungs  eyes threatening to fall.

One hand cupped Jungkooks cheek as he put their foreheads together. Taehyung whipped the fallen tears on Jungkooks face. "I'm sorry, I-I love you Jungkook please forgive me." He said moving his face down to Jungkooks neck inhaling his scent that he missed oh so much.

"I'm sorry p-please f-forgive me!" Taehyung sobs now expressing his tears. He clutches onto Jungkooks shirt tightly breaking down right there. Jungkook was slightly amused by the sight but never less embraced him.

"I can't l-let you leave me, please I need you." Taehyungs sobs filled the room. He was wetting Jungkooks shirt but neither one of them cared. Jungkook brought both of them towards he couch and sat down, Taehyung straddling him.

"Tae." Jungkook called

Taehyung didn't answer but his cries soon got quieter.

"Tae." He called again.

Taehyung looked up this time with teary eyes. Jungkook whipped the tears on his red cheeks and leaned down to kiss his nose. "I forgive you." He whispers in his ear.

Taehyung sighed in relief as he snuggled closer to Jungkook. He sniffles a little but he soon calmed down. Jungkook leaned back taking Taehyung with him pushing his face in the olders hair.

They both sat there in silence just enjoying the time they had together. Even though everything was ok now. It was 2 more weeks until Taehyung made up his mind. To make everything official.
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Sooo I keep updating this book and not my Yoonmin one cause I DONT WANT IT TO END. I'm also writing a namjin chapter for my namjin book I'm sorry I haven't updated it in awhile. Also sorry for the short chapter. Anyway hoped you enjoyed. Bye!!

-Gen ❤️