Tony x reader

Part 12

(Sorry guys its been long😢 I had alot to do for school 😒 and I already had a draft ready to publish, and all that work was deleted. so if this comes out crappy I am very sorry)

Laying in the bed, traumatized, scared, hurt, in pain. So much emotion in you, you zoned out. Pale face, dried tears being replaced with new tears, weak, sitting in the hospital, coming for good news, not the bad.

Tony walked in, slowly, looking at your pale face of sadness. He was also hurt deeply inside. Just two months and already......

(y/n)... " tony said whispering. "No.... Don't you dare blame yourself" you said not looking at him. There was silence for moment.  You couldn't stop, the pain kept going deeper into your heart, so you sobbed. Tony looked up and hugged you, sobbing with you. "Why did it happen to me! I just wanted her to be with me!  Why did it happen to us.... " you cried loudly. "I know baby, I know" tony said, tears kept streaming down.  "I just wanted a baby, that's all... A family..... " you whispered, tears still streaming down, soaking Tony's shirt. He then got up and left. He never returned till the team came in. They told you he had left because he believed it was his fault. You cried and cried. You lost your baby, and lost your love....

Till you woke up. Tony was hugging you tight. "Hey what happen" he said rubbing your back. You soaked his shirt with tears, telling him everything that happened. "I would never lose, ever understood, we will fight together no matter what and work together, and  I promise you, nothing will happen to the baby at all" he said. you smiled, still with tears down your cheeks and hugged you tight. He then leaned down to your belly and begin. "Greetings my fellow child. I am very glad you are here with us. All I want to say is, I cant wait to see you, hold you in my arms, kiss you goodnight, here your giggles and laughs along the way. I want to spend all my  time with you, and your mommy. We are glad you will be born soon, I cant wait for everything I want to do with you, except the diapers, that is a mommy thing" he laughed. you gave him a little smack in the back of the head. "okay maybe I can change your stinky diapers, but mostly I want you to see us, and to see the world" he looked up smiling. He picked up your chin and kissed you softly. you smiled in the kiss. "I cant wait for our child" you said. " me neither. now come, lets get some sleep" he said. you nod, laying your head on his chest, smiling. Sooner or later, darkness took over.

Till the sun shined bright and early you went downstairs to make breakfast for the team, but noticed, breakfast was already made. "Oh good morning beautiful, how did you sleep" Tony said walking towards you, giving you a kiss. "I slept well, and I see you took over for making breakfast" you said smiling bright. "well I did have some help with the team" he said smiling back. You gave one more kiss, and grabbed some breakfast, sat with the team and chit chatted till lunch. Some went to there daily missions, like tony. Just leaving you and Bucky home alone. 

As you walked to the living room, you see Bucky reading a book, the book tony reads to be a father. "Hiya Bucky, I see your reading one of Tony's books" you said giggling. "Oh hey doll, and just wondering what he would read. Every time I come in, he hides the book, even though I know what it is" he said laughing and placing the book down. You both laughed. "So I was wondering, if you would like to go out with me for lunch , I didn't want to go by myself and wasn't wanting to make myself lunch" you told Bucky. "Sure, I have nothing in plan, lets head our way then" he said with his shy smile.

You both walked out into the café. You both ordered what you both wanted and sat and ate. "so what are planning to name the baby" he asked taking a sip of his drink. "Well if it a boy, I might name him after Tony names, and a girl, maybe Natasha or Wandas, just not  yet sure" you said taking a bite of your sandwich. "Oh and I was planning to tell you on the baby shower, but its too far, and well...I was wondering if you would like to be our child's godparent" you  said smiling. Bucky looked at you with happiness, but then looked away. "Doll, I wish I can, but... I don't want to hurt your child, and neither risk his or her life" he said with worry. "Bucky, I know about the past and all.... what they did to you was years ago, I trust you with all my heart, because I  am 100 percent sure, you would never hurt her, if none of us has been hurt by you ever since we all are together, I know nothing will happen to her in your care" you said. He looked towards you and smiled. "thanks doll, that means a lot, and it would be honor to be your child's godparent " he said smiling.

 As the day went one, you both then left off to the tower to meet with the others.\

(again sorry for the crappy story, today wasn't my day, but ill try my best to not take a long time to update, thank you all for your patience, love you all my beautiful peeps)