Lie

Chapter 4

Flahsback:

You are 4 years old and you are with your father.

"Mon amour, how are you?"
(My Love)

"Im fine daddy, and so is gummy." You say referring to your younger brother.

"He is, is he? How do you know if he cant talk yet?"

"I can just tell. I love him so much that we are spirruytree conexted."

"Spiritually connected you say? Are we spiritually connected mon cher?"
                                                                                                         (My dear)
"Silly daddy, it doesnt work like that. You are my daddy, and you can talk. But gummy cant talk yet so he talks to me through his anctions."

"Actions amour. Silly Y/n/n." Your dad says ruffling your hair.(Y/n/n=your nick name)
              (Love)
"ok daddy i have to go feed snubbly."

"Snubbly the non-fire breathing dragon.Yes he must eat." Your dad says happily.

"Y/n,"Your dad says.

"Yes,"You respond

"Remember that I love you more than anything. Never, ever forget that for when the world thinks it is my time and I may leave and be far gone, I will still love you."

"I wuove you too daddy!" You say running up to him.

End of flashback:

You sit up and rub the tears from your eyes.

"oh, Que vais-je faire sans toi, père?"
(oh,What will i do without you father?)

That was one of the last memories you had, Until age 9.

"What?" You hear a groggy Changbin say from the floor.

"Que-vais-je-faiew-sans-toi-,père? It doesnt matter. Go back to sleep Changbinny, you might wake up Felix or Jeongin..." You say spotting the two ther boys sharing the room with you.

"Jeongin yeah maybe, but Felix? Nope. Cant wake him up, except for if you do this..." he says as he stands up and heads for Felix.

"Changbin NO!" You whisper-yell.

Changbin stops right next to Felix and signals for you to come closer to him. You do anyways.

Changbin slowly gets closer to Felix's ear and puts on his best australian accent.

"Crikey! Its a wild joey mate!"

"AH KANGAROO?!"Felix jumps up in bed and grabs the nearest person, which unfortunately-well actually suprisingly based on how close Changbin was moments before-, was you.

"Y/n, are you ok?" Jeongin says sleepily prying you from Felixs terrified clutches because Changbin was sto busy dying with laughter.

"Yeah I guess, Why is Felix so afraid of Kangaroos?"

"Well since he grew up in Australia, when he moved out here he got made fun of and was called Kangaroo because of his hair, and he just has been afraid of them since i can remember."

"But how did you guys find out about that?"

"Its a long story.." The youngest boy said.

"ooh, please do tell." You say happily.

"Maybe annother time, its like 3 am we sould go back to sleep."

"Ok, but I will be back I have to go to the bathroom."

"Uh..Ok." the boy chuckled at your small pee-pee dance (Im sorry this makes me laugh every time I read it.)

You walk out of the room and walk down the hall. You look through the open doors at the sleeping boys.

Han was halfway on the floor. Woojin was by the doorway when his bed was the farthest away from the door. Chan was drooling like a river, but they were all still so adorable.

You continue to walk down the hall. You had lied when you said you had to pee. Yu just couldnt get over the reaccuring dream.

You had it every night.

Your family was of no French descent. Your father just happened to travel alot and he had learned alot of the language.

Your mother was always jealous of you. She shouldnt be as a mother, but she always was.

You open the front door and step into the chill breeze.

You sit on the steps and put your head in your hands.

You feel a hand on your shoulder and you look up.

The once dead asleep Han was now fully awake and had a concerned look on his face.

"You ok, Y/n?"

"Yeah, I guess."

"I guess. So im guessing your not okay at all?"

"Bingo." You sigh.

"Well what are you thinking about?" He says as he sits next to you.

"Let me start from the beginning,"You say in a narrative voice. "When I was young I lost my memory. From age 4 to age 9 I cant remember anything. And during the time that I cant remember, my father died. And since I can remember, I have had the same dream of the last thing he said to me."

"Oh, Im sorry to hear that, how is, or did your mother handle it?"

"I dont care about my mother, she never liked me and never will. She treats me like im a nuesence. Like im just some itch that wont go away no matter how hard she tries to get rid of it, I just keep coming back. She never stops to think about how I feel, its always about her. She wants something, she gets it. She says something, everyone has to listen."

"Wow,"Han says and you rest your head on his shoulder. "Does she ever hit you?"

"Uh..."You say biting your lip, You think of the day before this all started.

Flashback:

You were sitting in your room, singing some song you had stuck in your head. You were happy and content until your mother came bursting in.

"Why are you so loud, are you trying to iritate me? You little bitch, you better hope I dont kill you."

You stay quiet, you dont want to instagate her, because if you did she actually would kill you.

"So, your going to ignore me are you?" She storms over to you and punches you in the stomach. She kicks your chin and you fall to the ground, helpless, alone, wanting to leave this world, ready to leave this world.

She picks you up and slams you into the wall. She then walks out of the room leaving you there bruised where no one can see it and not only physically but menatlly bruised.

End of Flashback.

"No. no. Y-ugh y-yes." You stutter out. Pulling up your shirt slightly to show the marks on your stomach and body.

"Oh my god Y/n!" Han says standing up and ushering you inside. He sits you on the couch and goes to the kitchen.

"Ugh, Ice? Do I do ice or do I um get an ice-pack or just- Uh Chan! Woojin! Uh anyone other than Changbin!"

Everyone comes running down the stairs.

"What?! Who is dying is the child ok?"

"Yeah, well actually no i need to know what to do to help with bruises."

"Bruises? Get a heating pack and an ace bandage around it. But why?"

"Uh, guys," You interupt. "I lied when I said my mom wouldnt let me into the house after curfew. I just didnt think you would let me sleep in the train car all night."   

"Yeah thats for damn sure!"