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2 weeks after..
"Jam, are you okay?"
i gasp some air before looking to Kathleen.
She look so worried.
"Oo." I said while smiling trying to stop the tears from falling into my eyes.
tinitigan ako nito waring binabasa kung ano ang nasa isip ko.
"Don't worry about me." duktong niya.
bumuntong hininga ito at umupo sa tabi niya.
Kathleen hold her hand and smile a little "You know the worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling."
Tinaasan niya ito ng kilay. "What are you talking about?"
nagulat ako ng bigla ako nitong yakapin ng mahigpit.
"You can cry on me Jam.. Stop pretending that your okay because we know that you're not."
She said while slowly caressing her back
"Kath--"
"Shh.. Cry. if thats make your heart fine... Umiyak ka lang. Promise I wont tell it to them." sabi nito na ang tinutukoy ay ang mga kaibigan niya.
sa puntong iyon, hindi na niya napigilan pa ang luhang kanina pa gustong mahulog.
*snob* *snob*
"Why is he like that Kath? Hindi nya na ba ako mahal? Gusto ko lang naman syang kausapin e.. pero bakit ang hirap? Bakit sobrang hirap?" she said while crying out load. "I want to talk to Him Kath, i want him back..."
"sssh..." anas nito at hindi nagkomento. patuloy lang ito sa paghagod sa likod niya.
"Kath... i want to talk to him. i want to say sorry for not listening to him and for believing to Ate. But he didn't let me.. His too cold.."
nadudurog ako.. yun ang nararamdaman niya sa dalawang linggong nakalipas. She tried her best to connect with Ezikel but its too hard.. Everytime na lalapit siya dito lagi itong busy. Pagtatawag naman siya hindi ito sumasagot. minsan na iisip niya ginagantihan siya nito dahil sa pang iiwan na ginawa niya. At na iintindihan niya iyon.. pero, Masakit lang isipin na darating pala ung araw na kaya na siyang tiisin nito..
"Hindi na ba niya ako mahal?"
hindi niya mapigilang humagulgol dahil sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman niya. Gustong gusto na niyang maka-usap si Ezikel.
BINABASA MO ANG
#4 TFL: IM THE ROCKSTAR'S QUEEN (Jameela & Ezikel) (COMPLETE)
RomanceI WAS BROKEN AND YOU ARE THERE TO HEAL ME.
