Wishes

The Kiss: Part 2

Rams POV I guess

After the whole entire forged note thing with Kurt we decided to hang out and talk about it. Honestly I'm scared about what's gonna happen. I hear the doorbell ring and go to answer it.

"Hey bro!" Kurt says

"Hi" I reply warily as I move out of the way so he can come in the house

We both sit on the couch awkwardly until I decide to speak up.

"So about the note...I..um wanted to tell you that I'm gay..." I say and look the other way, afraid of what's coming next

"You know, I'm bisexual. I was afraid of telling you because I thought you were homophobic or something.." he responds with

"That's cool!" I say a bit too excitedly

Then the unexpected happened. Kurt leaned in and kissed me. I was shocked to say the least, I pulled away though.

"Kurt..." I say
"Oh my god I'm so sorry! I just ruined everything didn't I! I hate myself so goddamn much, fuck! Just because you said you were Bi doesn't mean I have the fucking right to kiss you!" Kurt responds, talking way too fast.

I face Kurt and then say, "Nononono everything is fine!"
"Don't lie to me!" Kurt says rather loud
"Kurt, I'm not lying...it's fine! I liked it!"
"Then why did you pull away?"
"I was just shocked"
Out of a random impulse I grabbed his shirt and pulled him into a kiss. It was sweet and full of love. I then remember that my Dad was home and I pull away.

"I should go now" Kurt says, which suprises me

"Okay" I simply reply not being able to speak what was on my mind

He just grabs his jacket and walks out the door leaving me dumbfounded. I wonder what I did wrong, didn't he want that? Isn't that what he was trying to do in the first place? This is all so confusing to me. I flop down and lay on the couch contemplating my options and choice of action.

I decide to do nothing

Cool I fucking did something 🤩
Probably one more part until I'm done