Kool-aid (taegi)

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Jimin is crying and neither me nor Jin knows what to do. You guessed right. It's over Hoseok again.

I adore the cheerful elder, but in all respects I am disappointed in him today.

Jimin shakes his head sadly "I guess drifting apart is expected isn't it? We've been together for a few years now. Things that used to be charming are just plain annoying now. Nobody would blame him for wanting something new and shiny"

Today is Jimins birthday. He's had the day planned out for months now. They would go out to a restaurant, catch a movie ,and then retire to the bedroom if you know what I mean.

Honestly I wouldn't call it the ideal date. Lounging off at home with Netflix and a bowl of popcorn sounds way more fun. Binge watch Stranger things. Be judges for RuPauls drag race. Maybe play some video games? Then stay up all night telling embarrassing stories.

"Jimin" I say, not at all sure how to comfort him "you love hobi right?"

"Yes"

"And he loves you, so just give him some space to realize what he's leaving behind. He'll be running back in no time."

Jin glances at me with his eyebrows furrowed. I could tell the brunette didn't like the idea of me reassuring him with such confidence. He was the type to not get his hopes up when he knew something was for a fact impossible. Hobi and Jimin would break up. The elder would leave Jimin for Jungkook. I knew that, but I believed that somehow filling him with hope would soften the blow. Make him stop blaming himself for the inevitable

The last bell rings sending students rushing out the main building. Pushing and shoving at each other to get to the bus first.

I go to get moving as well ,signaling Jin to look after Jimin when said boy tugs on my sleeve. I feel bad for not being his ear during a time of need but I have my date tonight and I'm too excited. "How do you know he loves me?"

Throwing my arm around his shoulder I bonk his head with mine "I don't silly, that's what trust is all about."

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How did you know when someone loved you? Like love love. The type that makes your heart rate pick up and has you choking for air around raw emotion. How did you know when someone had such strong feelings towards you that they just wanted to snuggle you all night and wipe away your tears before they can fall.

I believe I've experienced love once.

A crush so intense that I didn't know what to do with myself. I followed them around like a lost puppy. Always attempting to catch their attention or surprise them with gifts. Small things like peppermints or my favorite cd's.

My favorite books. Mostly vampire x werewolf, which didn't make much sense to me since it was a known fact that the two races hated each other's guts, but I read them none the less.

In the end that didn't work out. Nobody ever picks me to be their crush. I'm too moody as they say. Instead of wanting to make out 24/7 I want to watch movies and do research on the meanings of my dreams. Go to zombie movie marathons. Play Dungeons and Dragons. but it makes me wonder.

If love is the reason why Yoongi follows me around. Optimistic thinking I know, but still.

Does Yoongi love me?

I don't know if I wanna write long chapters do this or short ones