1. you feel like the grapefruit on your kitchen table — split open and devoured by her hungry mouth. she looks at you like you've turned yourself inside out. in a way , you have.
2. your lover doesn't know boundaries , she'll eat you up over and over and over until your mind is blank and your lips are bruised. she'll paint her name in the roof of your mouth and circle her claws around your wrist. she makes you say thank you , tells you that you're grateful. you say it because you love her.
3. you don't remember what it's like to be full , to have your hair tangle with the wind and feel the sun on your caramel skin. you don't remember what it's like to pray to your god and wait for an answer. you don't remember your mother's voice , not really anyways.
4. your lover left you out like a split grapefruit and , like the grapefruit , you will rot.
