Talk To Me | Adopted by BTS

Chapter 13

(A/n: This is a continue from the last chapter. Also, h/c = hair colour, e/c = eye colour, l/c = lip colour. One more thing, SELF HARM is included in the chapter.)

I enter my bathroom and stand at the sink. Above the sink is a medicine cabinet with a mirror on the front. I take this time to study my features and grimace at how bad I look. My h/c hair is messy from where I pulled at it, my e/c eyes are deprived of life and my l/c lips are chapped.

I sigh and pull the cabinet open where inside lays different pills to help me but behind all of them, are my blades. I push away the pills with shaky hands and grab a tub out. I place the container on the counter and I open it to be greeted by 4 shinny blades. I reach in and take one out with my right hand. Sighing, I roll my left sleeve up and place the cold yet soothing blade on my scared skin.

I take a deep breath and slide it across. The pain soon turns into pleasure and I watch as the blood on my arm slowly drops into the sink. I do it again and again and again until my whole forearm is covered in my own blood. I just watch as the blood scatters across my torn arm. I decide that this is enough and I put my soaked blade on the edge of the sink to wash later.

I turn the cold tap on and grab a towel to put in my mouth then place my arm under the water. It stings so bad but I just clear the blood away. After that's done, I grab my first-aid kit and take the bandages out. I start to wrap my arm up and when I'm done, I put everything away and start to clean anything that got blood on.

I leave my bathroom at about 11 pm and I head straight to bed.

Yoongi's POV

I'm worried about Y/n. In the clothes shop, she wouldn't let go of my arm when we got to the cashier. He also was smirking at her....

Anyway, I decide to ask her about it tomorrow and instead, I go downstairs to grab myself a cold glass of water. I exit my room and I hear someone crying softly. So, I place my ear on everyone's door but I hear nothing until I'm at Y/n's. I decide to knock softly. "Y/n? You okay in there?" I ask gently. There is some shuffling and she opens the door for me to come in. We both sit on her bed and she tugs at the long sleeves on her arms.

I decide to brush it off for now, "So, Y/n, I heard you crying? What's wrong?" I ask gently as I warp my arms around her and bury my face in her neck.

She lets out a shaky breath before saying, "Nothing, it was just a memory." I sigh and hug her tighter.

"You have us now. We will always help you but you just have to tell us what's wrong. Can you do that?" She thinks for a moment before nodding.

"Good. Now, let's get some sleep, okay?" She nods again and we lie down on her bed. She has her back to me so I place my arms around her.

"Goodnight, Y/n."

"Goodnight Yoongi."

Then we both fall into a dreamless sleep.