#EmotionsAlive

It all goes black

*This is going to be a series of mini stories lasting about 2/3 chapters each. This idea came from @maxmessedupppp and the idea belongs to her but the content of them belongs to me. Thanks.*

*This is a mini story involving the characters: Abandonment, Odiare and lefu -  this story is completely made by me however i am using the character profiles that i, Maddie and Max created.*

(written in 1st person as abandonment)

We were just walking, walking and talking to each other about what the future holds for us. It was a beautiful day! The birds were chirping in a unnaturally beautiful harmony and all three of us had smiles on our faces. We hadn't felt such joy in months because we had been separated - I had become distant, Odiare was obsessed with Dañado and Lefu hates any interaction. But we were finally together again, talking to each other and laughing! it was a great day. Such a shame it didn't last...

*2:00pm that day*

"Odiare i don't get it. why do you stay?"

Lefu asks in an unearthly tone

"why do you distance yourself? it's just complicated. You wouldn't understand. He loves me, he promised.."

Odiare replies with a hint of innocence - I stay quiet i just know this is where i screw everything up

"You know why i stay away - i can't lose you guys to this infection it's not fair!"

Lefu screams back - Odiare turns to me

"You disappear too! both of you - i'm only left with Dañado. He's all i got when you leave us and Lefu avoids us. I love you guys but i'm lonely here"

Odiare says with a tone that's not quite tearful but worse.. heartbroken. Lefu hugs us both, we are shocked because none of us apart from Odiare has had any human interaction for months. It felt so good to be hugged again.. i feel tears fall down my face when i inhale both Lefu's and Odiare's perfume.

We continue walking - hand in hand and nobody says anything. We get to the beach and sit there on the pebbles and look out into the ocean.

"Lefu, Nameless i love you guys so much - you know that right? you guys give me the willpower to get up in the mornings."

Lefu and I look at her with tears in our eyes - Odiare's voice is so soothing to us and we can feel it through the pebbles. I sit there and look out into the deep, dark and forbidden sea, trying to think about everything that could go wrong. The paranoia settles in and i can hear the voices that usually come when i'm about to pass out.

In the corner of my eye i can see Odiare lean over to Lefu and i can hear her whisper but over the voices in my head i can't distinguish whether it real or what was said. Everything starts to get blurry. I can see and feel Lefu sit on the other side of me and both her and Odiare get extremely close to me.

"Nameless are you okay? You're not talking to us"

They say simultaneously

"I guess.."

I reply almost robotically

"Nameless baby please.."

Odiare looked into my eyes. I could feel the warmth of her spirit and i start to cry.

"You both are amazing - i've missed you but the one thing i didn't want to hear about wasDañado because he's the reason you disappear. He's so funny and cool and rational when he's drunk and disappointment is messaging him but when he's sober? it's just not right Odiare... and then Lefu. I mean i understand why you disappear on us, i know yuo push us away because you think it is easier on your own but you are wrong! so wrong. We're here to help you. i Just want... want to be... be..." 

I start shaking uncontrollably until everything around me is spinning. I feel the warmth's of Odiare's Hands behind my neck and the coolness of Lefu's arms around my waist as i plummet backwards.

"NAMELESS!"

Them screaming my name is the last thing i hear before the voices disappear the paranoia disappears and everything goes black...