*This chapter involves Danado, Lefu, Odiare, abandonment and extreme sensitive content*
*first person from abandonment*
This is my "dream world"... it where things i don't allow to be main thoughts take over and torture me. Today's thoughts... Lefu, Danado and Odiare;
I sit up, dizzy, and look around the graveyard i woke up in. I'm covered head to toe in somebody's blood... this blood is familiar; it's Odiare's. I shoot up from the floor and i look around
"You're such a disappointment! But i can't help but love you.." I hear Danado screech at Odiare as he hits her again
"Danado please! Don't hit her" I yell as i stumble over to him
I see it all.. the bruises the cuts. everything
"Nameless.. i'm sorry" Danado stands there in shock as i walk over to him covered in Odiare's blood
"It's okay.. Odiare are you okay? can you stand?" I rush to her and grab a hold of her side to pull her up
"I'm fine." Odiare says abruptly as she pushes herself away from me and goes to Danado and they walk off together
I'm left feeling lonely, again. There's no one around. Until i hear sobbing. Not anyone's sobbing. Lefu's. I follow it until i find her.. sitting on the cliff edge, looking beautiful as per usual.
"Lefu baby? whats wrong?" i whisper to her as i sit next to her
"I miss you Nameless, i want to fly away and see you up there" she cries as she points to my favourite star
"Miss me? i'm right here. i love you Lefu. i'm here to protect you" i choke on these words dreading the reply
"You're in a coma Nameless. we haven't seen or heard your voice or seen a text message in three years..." She says almost although its breaking her heart every time
I sit there in silence..I know that time works differently here but three years? that's not normal.
Lefu disappears and the world turns unto a beautiful pink and purple crimson colour, and i close my eyes but for the first time in almost 17 years i don't wake up in pain.. i wake up with Odiare holding me in her arms and Lefu holding my hand as if i was a child needing to be cradled.
"I..I lov..Love you guys" i choke on these words and the horror i see on their face when my soul leaves my body is worse than the pain of it leaving...
I didn't make it.. i am now in a permanent coma watching my loved ones through a dream world that i can't communicate in.. This is my view:
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