Compassion (MAJOR EDITING) #Wattys2015

Chapter 1

~H~

I sighed again for the hundredth time today it seemed and pulled my hood over my messy curls. This was always the hardest thing to do. This was also the hardest part of the job. It was all so bittersweet.

"Mate calm down. It's only a couple of months." Niall said while shrugging and taking another bite of his burrito he made us stop and get before the flight.

"You don't understand." Zayn stated. "It's like leaving apart of you behind..." He shut his eyes and smiled, thinking of his wife, Perrie, I suppose. I nodded in agreement and put my headphones in to block them out.

A few minutes later, Louis yanked my headphones out and slapped me in my right ear. "Snap out of it!"

This was going to be a long six months.

~B~

"I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth.." I slowly and softly sang to our daughter as I cooked dinner; Harry's favorite: spaghetti.

As I was putting the sauce in the pot, my IPhone screen lit up and showed my best friend Chanel's picture. I quickly grabbed the phone with the sauce spoon in my mouth.

"Hello?" I coughed into the phone and she laughed.

"Hey girl hey!" I could feel her grin even through the phone. "I was wondering if you wanted to check out a flick with me and mum later on?"

I gripped my phone tighter and shut my eyes. "I don't think that's a good idea...I'm very irritable and I can't stand the smell of popcorn and I have to take my vitamins so the baby will be healthy.." I said all in one breath and the line went dead, so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.

She screamed loudly, nearly scaring me to death and spoke up finally. "YOURE PREGNANT?!" She asked and screamed yet again. "How? When? Where?"

I shook my head and laughed at her. "When: I'm about two months now. Where: I'd rather not say...how: well..-" I trailed off.

She screamed. "NO NO NO. I KNOW HOW BABIES ARE MADE BRIELLE DAMNIT" I laughed even harder at her, which made the baby move and startled me. "Well since you can't come to the movies...how about manicures?! I'm sure harry left you his credit card."

I couldn't help but cringe at the sound of his name. "He did, but what does that have to do with anything?"

She giggled and spoke softly. "Maybe we can do a bit of shopping also."

I shrugged to myself. "We can go sometime next week. K?" She laughed and said okay and we said our goodbyes.

Not having my husband here sucked. Here I am; 18, pregnant, married and have my own house and car before the age of 21. What can I say? Life was pretty much easy for me now.

*Flashback*

"Harry.." I choked out and he just froze and looked at me.

"You're beautiful.." He said slowly and walked up to me. "Stay here. Ok? I'll be here after the show."

I hesitated at first but eventually nodded. Chanel was going to flip shit when she found out. "Ok." He kissed my cheek and ran off behind the rest of his band. Why was harry styles chasing me and most importantly...why did he kiss me. 'He's 20' I told myself. He'll never love you. No one has before, so why should that change now?

*end of flashback*

Harry

Brielle. Brielle Styles. She crossed my mind more than my own thoughts did. Her image stuck in my head like super glue. Her voice ringing in my ears like a beautiful bird. Her crystal blue eyes stating into my emerald ones. I sat back and remembered the first second I laid eyes on her.

*flashback*

Louis grabbed my arm and led me backstage. "Mate I know the show is in five minutes but look at that beauty" he stated, clearly trying to be matchmaker again.

I sighed and looked up to where he was pointing. "W-who's that.." I managed to stutter out.

Lou laughed, "That's Brielle. I showed her where the toilets were, she's here for the show."

I smiled to myself. "So she's a fan?"

Lou shrugged but later nodded. "You can say that."

I quickly ran up to her as she kept walking. As soon as she was about to walk back to the stadium, I grabbed her arm. "Hey watch it you-" she said and turned around. I watched as her angry expression turned into embarrassment.

"Harry..." She said and looked at me. Her eyes starting into my soul. I didn't know what to say.

For the first time ever, I was speechless. "You're beautiful.." I managed to choke out and I saw her cheeks blush. I wanted to get to know her. About her. I told her to stay backstage and she hesitantly said yes. I ran out behind the rest of the lads and had Brielle on the brain for the rest of the show.

*end of flashback*