just friends

Chapter 11

His words still haunt me every time I close my eyes. Wondering how on earth we let our selves drift so far apart. The feels of pain waves over me like the ocean, tough and reckless. Every ounce of energy got up and left me. No one knows what happen except for Grayson. Depression hitting me hard, how can I feel so hurt by someone I just met. Parents worrying about me, perfect attendance going down the drain, stomach craving for food. Everything is just a blur from all the tears I've cried.  Who was I to make Grayson choose who to be there for his brother or the girl that happen to fall in love with him. Thoughts after thoughts have been going through my head the past week or so. Before I knew it, things got out of hand and I done a thing I've never done before. I self-harm.

 "Sweetie, I don't know what's going on but you really need to go to school, it's been two weeks now. Enough is enough." She says with her sweet, worried,  motherly voice. But that's gives even more of a choice not to go back. Two weeks now and everyone is going to be looking  at me, rumors spreading left to right.

" Mom how am I going to look  him in the face and not break down?" I questioned her.

"You'll figure it out Brie, I promise." 

I guess in some sort of way she was correct,  I should go to school and face him and everyone again. Lazily and unwillingly I get out of bed and slum-ply walk over to my closet. I pull out some leggings and a short sleeve crop top that says Amour on it with a cute little design below it.

I walk through the doors, eyes on me left and right. People whispering to each other as I walk down the hall. "I hear she tried to kill herself and that's why she wasn't in school" I hear them say faintly, walking to my locker. I could already tell that this day wasn't going to go well.

"Brie!!!" I hear as I continue on my way to my locker. Turning my head  I was face with a happy to see your alive Grayson running towards. I chuckle a little of how happy he was to me. I gave him a hug as I mumble a small hello. In the corner of my  eyes I saw him and Avery together seeing him being so happy with her was too much for me  to handle. The tears were coming fast, I had to get away. 

I let go of Grayson and ran to the bathroom has the tears were pouring out like raindrops from the clouds. "Brie wait"  was all I heard as I run.  How can someone hurt you so much and not even realize  it?