What is WRONG with you?!
Why are you throwing people away?
Your boyfriend
Your best friend
Your sister.
You selfish piece of shit
Go fuck yourself.
You don't deserve any of them
They're all too good for you.
You push them out anyway.
You deserve to bleed
You deserve to cry
You deserve to be alone.
Fuck you fuck you
Fuck you.
I hate you Alyssa.
You're horrible
Such a piece of shit.
I'm not self loathing for attention
I'm not "a martyr"
Or a "saint"
Or a "victim".
I know my life isn't bad at all
You've had it much worse
So why am I complaining?
I just hate everything about me
I'm not strong
I'm selfish
I'm an arrogant bitch
A disgraceful daughter
A horrible sister
A piece of shit girlfriend.
Bastard.
Lazy.
Fucking coward.
Hypocrite.
Stupid.
God doesn't make mistakes.
I've just been played by the devil.
He's using me.
Shame on him.
Shame on me.
Get up
Get back up.
What's wrong with you?
Get up.
You won't do it.
Stupid.
The fuck's wrong with you.
